Summary

Chapter 25 - FROM THE BELT PARKWAY

X shares that it has been four years since he's been back to New York and he's upset that things look the same. He had hoped that things would have been 'better'. On the train he catches a pregnant girl who almost falls when the train veers off. She screams at him to get his hands off of her. Her boyfriend comes over and there is a confrontation that ends with X getting off of the train still hearing insults being hurled at him. He confesses that he has the "Jenn Jitters' and though he has no plans to see her he is worried that somehow he might run in to her.

He does an internet search the day before he leaves, not on Jenn, but on himself and is alarmed to learn that some of the...