Summary

In Chapter 21, Ted tells Louisa about Joar’s ferocious loyalty and the violent home life that shaped him. Though seen as a troublemaker, Joar only fought to protect friends—despite each fight earning him another beating from his father. To avoid this, he learned to retaliate creatively, as when he psychologically dismantled the popular girl who bullied Ali. Ted recalls nights in the basement when the group shared comics, dreams, and superhero quotes: moments that revealed Joar’s yearning to do good despite believing he was doomed. On the stalled train, Ted admits Joar lived like someone racing a countdown, trying to save everyone he loved before violence consumed him.

In Chapter 22, Ted’s violent sneezing fit derails his story, increasing his embarrassment as Louisa teases him and the conductor passes by. Retreating to the bathroom, Ted is overwhelmed by shame and memories...