Summary

Ari questions herself about why she can't just relax into motherhood. She reasons that she has been cut in half and that the child is her responsibility even though there are other people who can help her. They did hire an older woman to come in and help during the week but Ari is frustrated because the woman asks her what she wants done, when all Ari wants is to be told what to do. When Walker was a newborn, Ari was frantic during the days until Paul would return from work and be completely at ease with the baby. Paul encourages Ari to get out more but all she can contemplate is how much better off they would be if she were to kill herself.

Ari continues to nurse Zev until Mina can increase her milk supply. Mina and Ari talk...