management of the theatre, our worthy director’s
state of perennial bankruptcy suffered no alteration,
and it seemed as if his theatrical undertaking could
not possibly last much longer in any form. Nevertheless,
with the help of the really first-rate company of
singers at my disposal, the production of my opera
was to mark a complete change in my unsatisfactory
circumstances. With the view of recovering the
travelling expenses I had incurred during the previous
summer, I was entitled to a benefit performance.
I naturally fixed this for the presentation of my
own work, and did my utmost so that this favour granted
me by the directors should prove as inexpensive to
them as possible. As they would nevertheless
be compelled to incur some expense in the production
of the new opera, I agreed that the proceeds of the
first presentation should be left to them, while I
should claim only those of the second. I did
not consider it altogether unsatisfactory that the
time for the rehearsals was postponed until the very
end of the season, for it was reasonable to suppose
that our company, which was often greeted with unusual
applause, would receive special attention and favour
from the public during its concluding performances.
Unfortunately, however, contrary to our expectations,
we never reached the proper close of this season,
which had been fixed for the end of April; for already
in March, owing to irregularity in the payment of
salaries, the most popular members of the company,
having found better employment elsewhere, tendered
their resignations to the management, and the director,
who was unable to raise the necessary cash, was compelled
to bow to the inevitable. Now, indeed, my spirits
sank, for it seemed more than doubtful whether my
Liebesverbot would ever be produced at all. I
owed it entirely to the warm affection felt for me
personally by all members of the opera company, that
the singers consented not only to remain until the
end of March, but also to undertake the toil of studying
and rehearsing my opera, a task which, considering
the very limited time, promised to be extremely arduous.
In the event of our having to give two representations,
the time at our disposal was so very short that, for
all the rehearsals, we had but ten days before us.
And since we were concerned not with a light comedy
or farce, but with a grand opera, and one which, in
spite of the trifling character of its music, contained
numerous and powerful concerted passages, the undertaking
might have been regarded almost as foolhardy.
Nevertheless, I built my hopes upon the extraordinary
exertions which the singers so willingly made in order
to please me; for they studied continuously, morning,
noon, and night. But seeing that, in spite of
all this, it was quite impossible to attain to perfection,
especially in the matter of words, in the case of
every one of these harassed performers, I reckoned
further on my own acquired skill as conductor to achieve
the final miracle of success. The peculiar ability


