’Oh, what brilliancy
and glory
Had illumed my life’s dull
story,
Could those thoughts have found expression as within
my soul they shone!
But though there like jewels gleaming,
And with golden splendor streaming,
Cold and dim their lustre faded, tarnished, like
the sparkling stone
That, from out the blue waves taken, looks a pebble
dull alone.
’For within my heart forever
Was a never-dying river,
Was a spring of deathless music welling from my
deepest soul!
And all Nature’s deep intonings,
Merry songs, and plaintive meanings,
Floated softly through my spirit, swelling where
those bright waves stole,
Till the prisoning walls seemed powerless ’gainst
that billowy rush and roll.
’Oh, the surging
thoughts and fancies;
Oh, the wondrous, wild romances
That from morn till dewy twilight murmured through
my haunted brain!
Thoughts as sweet as summer roses,
And with music’s dreamiest
closes,
Dying faintly into silence, from the full and ringing
strain
That through all my spirit sounded with a rapture
half of pain.
’How I longed
those words to utter
That within my heart would flutter,
Beating wild against their prison, as its walls
they’d burst in twain:
But it broke not, throbbing only,
Aching in a silence lonely,
Till my very life was flooded with a wild, delicious
pain;
Kindled with a blaze illuming all the chambers of
my brain!
’And to me
death had been glorious,
If those burning words, victorious,
Had at last surged o’er their prison, bearing
my departing soul!
Gladly were my heart’s blood
given,
If those bonds I might have riven;
If, with every crimson lifedrop that from out my
full heart stole,
I might hear that swelling chorus upward in its
glory roll.
’Sad and low
my heart is beating!
Each pulsation still repeating
’All in vain those eager longings, all in
vain that burning prayer.
See the breezes, ’mid the
bowers,
Sigh above the fragrant flowers,
And from out those drooping roses, their heart-folded
sweetness bear—
But no heaven-sent wind shall whisper thy soul-breathings
to the air.’
’But upon my
darkened vision
Comes a gleam of light Elysian;
And a seraph voice breathes softly—’Answered
yet shall be that prayer!
For the spirit crushed and broken
By those burning words unspoken,
Soon shall hear them swelling, floating far upon
the heavenly air,
And its deepest inmost visions shall have perfect
utterance there!’’
WILLIAM LILLY, ASTROLOGER.
A cunning man, hight Sidrophel,
That deals in destiny’s dark counsels,
And sage opinions of the moon sells,
To whom all people, far and near,
On deep importances repair.
* * * * *
Do not our great reformers use
This Sidrophel to forebode news?
To write of victories next year,
And castles taken yet i’ the air?
Of battles fought at sea, and ships
Sunk two years hence—the great
eclipse?
A total overthrow given the king
In Cornwall, horse and foot, next spring?’


