The Man Thou Gavest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 326 pages of information about The Man Thou Gavest.

The Man Thou Gavest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 326 pages of information about The Man Thou Gavest.

“I haven’t yet.  Not to them-all.  I had to come here—­to him first.  I reckon you don’t know about Burke and me?”

Lynda shook her head.  She had thought she knew—­but she had wandered sadly.

“When Marg laid my trouble to Burke he just took it!  First I couldn’t understand.  But he took my trouble—­and me!  He took lil’ Ann and me out of Miss Lois Ann’s cabin into—­peace and safety.  He tied every one’s tongue—­it seemed like he drove all the—­the wrong away by his big, strong love—­and set me free, like he was God!  He didn’t ask nothing for a right long time, not ’til I grew to—­believe him and trust him.  Then we went—­when no one knew—­and was married.  Now he’s my man and he’s always been lil’ Ann’s father till—­till—­”

A log fell upon the hearth and both women started guiltily and affrightedly.

“Go on! go on!” breathed Lynda.  “Go on!”

“Till the twins came—­Burke’s and mine!  Then he knew the difference—­even his love for me couldn’t help him—­it hindered; and while I—­I feared, I understood!”

“Oh! oh! oh!” Lynda covered her aching eyes with her cold hands.  She dared not look at Nella-Rose.  That childish yet old face was crowding everything but pity from the world.  Truedale, herself—­what did they matter?

“He—­he couldn’t bear to have lil’ Ann touch—­the babies.  I could see him—­shiver!  And lil’ Ann—­she’s like a flower—­she fades if you don’t love her.  She grew afraid and—­and hid, and it seemed like the soul of me would die; for, don’t you see, Burke thinks that Marg’s man is—­is the father, and Marg and Jed lays the trouble to Burke and they think her—­his!  And—­and it has grown more since the big road brought us-all closer.  The big road brought trouble as well as good.  Once”—­and here the haggard face whitened—­“once Burke and Jed fought—­and a fight in the hills means more fights!  Just then Bill Trim was hurt and told me before he died; it was like opening a grave!  I ’most died ’long with Bill Trim—­’til I studied about lil’ Ann!  And then—­I saw wide, and right far, like I hadn’t since—­since before I hated.  I saw how I must come and—­tell you-all, and how maybe you’d take lil’ Ann, and then I could go back to—­to my man and—­there’ll be peace when he knows—­at last!  Will you—­oh! will you be with me, kind lady, when I—­tell your—­your—­man?” Nella-Rose dropped at Lynda’s feet and was pleading like a distraught child.  “I’ve been so afraid.  I did not know his world was so full of noise and—­and right many things.  And he will be—­different—­and I may not be able to make him understand.  But you will—­you will!  I must get back to the hills.  I done told Burke I—­I was going to prove myself to his goodness—­by putting lil’ Ann with them as would be mighty kind to her.  I seemed to know how it would turn out—­and I dared to say it; but now—­now I am mighty—­’fraid!”

The tears were falling from the pain-racked eyes—­falling upon Lynda’s cold, rigid hands—­and they seemed to warm her heart and clear her vision.

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