The Man Thou Gavest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 326 pages of information about The Man Thou Gavest.

The Man Thou Gavest eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 326 pages of information about The Man Thou Gavest.

“What—­did—­Bill Trim tell you?” Lynda tried with all her strength to keep her mind cool, her thoughts steady.  She wanted to lead Nella-Rose on and on, without losing the way herself.

“That he burned—­he didn’t mean to—­he burned the letter I sent—­asking—­”

“I see!  You wrote—­a letter, then?”

“Yes.  He told me, if I wanted him—­and I did—­Godda’mighty! how I wanted him then!” Nella-Rose clasped her poor little work-hardened hands close, and her small white teeth showed through the parted lips while she struggled to regain her calm.

“You see—­when I gave the letter to Bill Trim, I—­I told him—­I had to—­that it was Miss Lois Ann’s, so he didn’t think it mattered to me; but when he was dying—­he was hurt on the big road they are making in the hills—­he was brought to us-all, and Miss Lois Ann and I took care of him, and he grew right sorry for hating her and not telling about the letter—­and then—­he spoke it out!”

“I see.  I see.  And that was—­how long ago—­that you wrote the letter?”

Nella-Rose looked back over the weary way she had travelled, to this moment in the warm, sun-filled room.

“It was befo’ lil’ Ann came that I sent the letter,” she faltered.

“Little Ann?” Lynda repeated the name and something terrible rose within her—­something that would kill her unless she conquered it.  So she asked quickly, desperately: 

“Your—­your child?  I see.  Go on—­Nella-Rose.”

“I wrote the letter and—­sent it.  I was hid in Miss Lois Ann’s cabin—­it was winter—­and no one found out!  Miss Lois Ann wouldn’t believe what I told; she said when him and me was married under the trees and God understood, it didn’t make me—­right!  She—­helped me, but she hated—­him!  And then when he—­didn’t come, she taught me to—­to hate, and it was right black hate until lil’ Ann came.  When God let her down to me—­He took the hate away.”

Lynda was blinded by her tears.  She could hardly see the small figure crouching in the low chair by the fire.

“And then—­Miss Lois Ann went and told my folks—­told Marg, my sister.  Marg was married to Jed and she was mighty scornful of me and lil’ Ann.  She wouldn’t tell Jed and my father—­she came alone to me.  She told me what folks thought.  They-all thought I’d gone away with Burke Lawson and Marg felt sorry to see me alive—­with lil’ Ann.  But Miss Lois Ann wouldn’t let her sting me with her tongue—­she drove her away.  Then—­Burke came!  He’d been a right long way off—­he’d broken his leg; he came as soon as he could, and Marg told him and—­and laid lil’ Ann to him!”

“And you—­never spoke?  You never told?” Lynda had drawn very close—­her words were barely above a whisper.

“No.  It was this-er-way.  First, love for him held my tongue mighty still; then hate; and afterwards I couldn’t!”

“But now, Nella-Rose, now—­why have you spoken—­now?”

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