The Voyage Out eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 517 pages of information about The Voyage Out.

The Voyage Out eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 517 pages of information about The Voyage Out.
ship bounce and tumble.  Their sensations were the sensations of potatoes in a sack on a galloping horse.  The world outside was merely a violent grey tumult.  For two days they had a perfect rest from their old emotions.  Rachel had just enough consciousness to suppose herself a donkey on the summit of a moor in a hail-storm, with its coat blown into furrows; then she became a wizened tree, perpetually driven back by the salt Atlantic gale.

Helen, on the other hand, staggered to Mrs. Dalloway’s door, knocked, could not be heard for the slamming of doors and the battering of wind, and entered.

There were basins, of course.  Mrs. Dalloway lay half-raised on a pillow, and did not open her eyes.  Then she murmured, “Oh, Dick, is that you?”

Helen shouted—­for she was thrown against the washstand—­“How are you?”

Clarissa opened one eye.  It gave her an incredibly dissipated appearance.  “Awful!” she gasped.  Her lips were white inside.

Planting her feet wide, Helen contrived to pour champagne into a tumbler with a tooth-brush in it.

“Champagne,” she said.

“There’s a tooth-brush in it,” murmured Clarissa, and smiled; it might have been the contortion of one weeping.  She drank.

“Disgusting,” she whispered, indicating the basins.  Relics of humour still played over her face like moonshine.

“Want more?” Helen shouted.  Speech was again beyond Clarissa’s reach.  The wind laid the ship shivering on her side.  Pale agonies crossed Mrs. Dalloway in waves.  When the curtains flapped, grey lights puffed across her.  Between the spasms of the storm, Helen made the curtain fast, shook the pillows, stretched the bed-clothes, and smoothed the hot nostrils and forehead with cold scent.

“You are good!” Clarissa gasped.  “Horrid mess!”

She was trying to apologise for white underclothes fallen and scattered on the floor.  For one second she opened a single eye, and saw that the room was tidy.

“That’s nice,” she gasped.

Helen left her; far, far away she knew that she felt a kind of liking for Mrs. Dalloway.  She could not help respecting her spirit and her desire, even in the throes of sickness, for a tidy bedroom.  Her petticoats, however, rose above her knees.

Quite suddenly the storm relaxed its grasp.  It happened at tea; the expected paroxysm of the blast gave out just as it reached its climax and dwindled away, and the ship instead of taking the usual plunge went steadily.  The monotonous order of plunging and rising, roaring and relaxing, was interfered with, and every one at table looked up and felt something loosen within them.  The strain was slackened and human feelings began to peep again, as they do when daylight shows at the end of a tunnel.

“Try a turn with me,” Ridley called across to Rachel.

“Foolish!” cried Helen, but they went stumbling up the ladder.  Choked by the wind their spirits rose with a rush, for on the skirts of all the grey tumult was a misty spot of gold.  Instantly the world dropped into shape; they were no longer atoms flying in the void, but people riding a triumphant ship on the back of the sea.  Wind and space were banished; the world floated like an apple in a tub, and the mind of man, which had been unmoored also, once more attached itself to the old beliefs.

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