My hands are spread forth, I pass them in all directions,
I would sound up the shadowy shore to which you are
journeying.
Be careful darkness! already what was it touch’d
me?
I thought my lover had gone, else darkness and he
are one,
I hear the heart-beat, I follow, I fade away.
2 I descend my western course, my sinews are flaccid, Perfume and youth course through me and I am their wake.
It is my face yellow and wrinkled instead of the old
woman’s,
I sit low in a straw-bottom chair and carefully darn
my grandson’s
stockings.
It is I too, the sleepless widow looking out on the
winter midnight,
I see the sparkles of starshine on the icy and pallid
earth.
A shroud I see and I am the shroud, I wrap a body
and lie in the coffin,
It is dark here under ground, it is not evil or pain
here, it is
blank here, for reasons.
(It seems to me that every thing in the light and
air ought to be happy,
Whoever is not in his coffin and the dark grave let
him know he has enough.)
3
I see a beautiful gigantic swimmer swimming naked
through the eddies
of the sea,
His brown hair lies close and even to his head, he
strikes out with
courageous arms, he urges
himself with his legs,
I see his white body, I see his undaunted eyes,
I hate the swift-running eddies that would dash him
head-foremost on
the rocks.
What are you doing you ruffianly red-trickled waves?
Will you kill the courageous giant? will you kill
him in the prime
of his middle age?
Steady and long he struggles,
He is baffled, bang’d, bruis’d, he holds
out while his strength
holds out,
The slapping eddies are spotted with his blood, they
bear him away,
they roll him, swing him,
turn him,
His beautiful body is borne in the circling eddies,
it is
continually bruis’d
on rocks,
Swiftly and ought of sight is borne the brave corpse.
4
I turn but do not extricate myself,
Confused, a past-reading, another, but with darkness
yet.
The beach is cut by the razory ice-wind, the wreck-guns
sound,
The tempest lulls, the moon comes floundering through
the drifts.
I look where the ship helplessly heads end on, I hear
the burst as
she strikes, I hear the howls
of dismay, they grow fainter and fainter.
I cannot aid with my wringing fingers,
I can but rush to the surf and let it drench me and
freeze upon me.
I search with the crowd, not one of the company is
wash’d to us alive,
In the morning I help pick up the dead and lay them
in rows in a barn.
5
Now of the older war-days, the defeat at Brooklyn,
Washington stands inside the lines, he stands on the
intrench’d
hills amid a crowd of officers.
His face is cold and damp, he cannot repress the weeping
drops, He lifts the glass perpetually to his eyes,
the color is blanch’d
from his cheeks,
He sees the slaughter of the southern braves confided
to him by
their parents.


