and this and that castle, and return by the steamer.
One can leave here early in the morning, remain for
eight hours at Ruedesheim, Bingen, Rheinstein,
etc.,
and be here again at night. My appointment at
this place does not appear to be certain, and Hans
is going to Coblentz as Lord-Lieutenant; will live
there in a stately palace, with the finest view in
all Prussia. By leaving here early, one reaches
Coblentz by half past ten, and is back in the evening;
that is easier than from Reinfeld to Reddentin, and
a prettier road. You see we are not forsaken
here; but who would have thought, when we went to
the wedding in Kiekow, that both of us should be removed
from our innocent Pomeranian solitude and hurled to
the summits of life, speaking in worldly fashion,
to political outposts on the Rhine? The ways
of the Lord are passing strange. May He likewise
take our souls out of their darkness and lift them
to the bright summits of His grace.
That position
would be more secure. But He has certainly taken
us visibly into His hand, and will not let me fall,
even though I sometimes make myself a heavy weight.
The interview with Lynar the other day has truly enabled
me to cast a grateful (but not pharisaical) glance
over the distance which lies between me and my previous
unbelief; may it increase continually, until it has
attained the proper measure. * * * I am already beginning
to look about here for a house, preferably outside
of the city, with a garden; there my darling will
have to play a very stiff, self-contained part, see
much tedious society, give dinners and balls, and
assume terribly aristocratic airs. What do you
say to having dancing at your house until far into
the night? Probably it cannot be avoided, my beloved
heart—that is part of the “service.”
I can see mother’s blue eyes grow big with wonder
at the thought. I am going to bed, to read Corinthians
i., 3, and pray God to preserve you all to me, and
grant you a quiet night and health and peace.
Dearest love to your parents.
Your most faithful
v.B.
Frankfort, April 4, ’52.
Dear Mother,—I wished to write you
today at length, but I do not know how far I shall
progress in it after having given myself up for so
long to enjoyment of Sunday leisure, by taking a long,
loitering walk in the woods, that hardly an hour remains
before the closing of the mail. I found such
pretty, solitary paths, quite narrow, between the
greening hazel and thorn-bushes, where only the thrush
and the glede-kite were heard, and quite far off the
bell of the church to which I was playing truant,
that I could not find my way home again. Johanna
is somewhat exhausted, in connection with her condition,
or I should have had her in the woods, too, and perhaps
we should still be there. * * * She has presented
me with an exquisite anchor watch, of which I was
much in need, because I always wore her small one.
In the Vincke matter I cannot, with you, sufficiently