however, in which his experience failed him.
To Apollonius it presented no difficulties. He
pointed out three or four different ways in which
it could be done and reduced the old gentleman to
such a state of confusion that he could scarcely conceal
it. A curious, wild train of contradictory sensations
rushed through his brain—joy and pride
in his son, then pain that he was nothing and never
could be any more, then shame and wrath that his son
knew this and triumphed over him; the desire to curb
him and show him that he still was lord and master.
But even if he wanted to carry his point, would his
son obey? There was no way to preserve even the
appearance of leadership save through his diplomatic
art. In a grim voice he gave commands which were
utterly unnecessary, because they pertained to things
which would have been done as a matter of course without
command. In new matters he angrily disapproved
of all suggestions made by Apollonius; but the commands
which he finally gave were always in general accordance
with that which Apollonius had suggested as most expedient.
Afterward he made excuses to himself and found something
that would have been much better than Apollonius’
suggestion. He was convinced that if he only
had his eyesight everything would be different.
Sometimes he gave himself up unreservedly to his joy
and pride in his son’s efficiency; but this
feeling was soon replaced by the wrathful necessity
to exert his diplomatic art. Apollonius realized
the restraint that he was imposing upon his father
quite as little as he did his father’s pride
in him. He was glad that he had nothing more
to conceal from the old gentleman concerning the business,
and that obedience to him did not interfere with the
fulfilment of his vow. The sky above the house
with the green shutters took on a brighter, bluer
hue. But the spirit of the house still wandered
about wringing its hands. When the clock struck
two in the morning it stood in the arbor before the
door to Apollonius’ room and raised its pallid
arms pleadingly toward heaven.
The business increased under Apollonius’ diligent
hand; the orders were twice as many as they had formerly
been. The postman brought great piles of letters
into the house. Apollonius accepted an advantageous
offer made by the owner and leased the slate quarry.
He understood the management of the works from his
stay in Cologne, and he employed a former acquaintance
from that city whom he knew to be an expert in the
business and reliable in his dealings. His choice
was a good one; the man was energetic, but in spite
of this fact much additional work fell on Apollonius.
The councilman shook his head sometimes doubtfully,
fearing that Apollonius had over-estimated his strength.
It did not strike the young widow how seldom Apollonius
came into the living-room. The children, whom
he often called to him to perform little services
whereby they might learn, kept up the intercourse.
They could testify that Apollonius had very little