One o’clock.—­My mamma, alarmed by my indisposition, has visited my apartment.  I soon convinced her that it was but trifling, owing principally to the want of sleep, and that an airing in the garden, which I intended towards night, would restore me.

Ten o’clock at night.—­The day is past; and such a day it has been as I hope nevermore to see.  At the hour appointed, I went, tolerably composed and resolute, into the garden.  I had taken several turns, and retired into the little arbor, where you and I have spent so many happy hours, before Major Sanford entered.  When he appeared, a consciousness of the impropriety of this clandestine intercourse suffused my cheek, and gave a coldness to my manners.  He immediately penetrated the cause, and observed that my very countenance told him he was no longer a welcome guest to me.  I asked him if he ought so to be, since his motives for seeking admission were unworthy of being communicated to my friends.  That, he said, was not the case, but that prudence in the present instance required a temporary concealment.  He then undertook to exculpate himself from blame, assuring me that as soon as I should discountenance the expectations of Mr. Boyer, and discontinue the reception of his address, his intentions should be made known.  He was enlarging upon this topic, when we heard a footstep approaching us, and, looking up, saw Mr. Boyer within a few paces of the arbor.  Confusion seized us both.  We rose involuntarily from our seats, but were mute as statues.  He spoke not a word, but casting a look of indignant accusation at me,—­a glance which penetrated my very soul,—­turned on his heel, and walked hastily back to the house.

I stood a few moments, considering what course to take, though shame and regret had almost taken from me the power of thought.

Major Sanford took my hand.  I withdrew it from him.  “I must leave you,” said I.  “Where will you go?” said he.  “I will go and try to retrieve my character.  It has suffered greatly by this fatal interview.”

He threw himself at my feet, and exclaimed, “Leave me not, Eliza; I conjure you not to leave me.”  “Let me go now,” I rejoined, “or I bid you farewell forever.”  I flew precipitately by him, and went into the parlor, where I found Mr. Boyer and my mamma, the one traversing the room in the greatest agitation, the other in a flood of tears.  Their appearance affected me, and I wept like an infant.  When I had a little recovered myself, I begged him to sit down.  He answered, No.  I then told him that however unjustifiable my conduct might appear, perhaps I might explain it to his satisfaction if he would hear me; that my motives were innocent, though they doubtless wore the aspect of criminality in his view.  He sternly replied, that no palliation could avail; that my motives were sufficiently notorious.  He accused me of treating him ill, of rendering him the dupe of coquetting artifice, of having an intrigue with Major Sanford, and declared his determination to leave me forever, as unworthy of his regard, and incapable of love, gratitude, or honor.  There was too much reason in support of his accusations for me to gainsay them, had his impetuosity suffered me to attempt it.