produced in the country that I had made away with
Sekeletu’s ivory. I instructed Colonel Nunes,
in case of my death, to sell the tusks and deliver
the proceeds to my men; but I intended, if my life
should be prolonged, to purchase the goods ordered
by Sekeletu in England with my own money, and pay
myself on my return out of the price of the ivory.
This I explained to the men fully, and they, understanding
the matter, replied, “Nay, father, you will not
die; you will return to take us back to Sekeletu.”
They promised to wait till I came back, and, on my
part, I assured them that nothing but death would
prevent my return. This I said, though while waiting
at Kilimane a letter came from the Directors of the
London Missionary Society stating that “they
were restricted in their power of aiding plans connected
only remotely with the spread of the Gospel, and that
the financial circumstances of the society were not
such as to afford any ground of hope that it would
be in a position, within any definite period, to enter
upon untried, remote, and difficult fields of labor.”
This has been explained since as an effusion caused
by temporary financial depression; but, feeling perfect
confidence in my Makololo friends, I was determined
to return and trust to their generosity. The old
love of independence, which I had so strongly before
joining the society, again returned. It was roused
by a mistaken view of what this letter meant; for
the directors, immediately on my reaching home, saw
the great importance of the opening, and entered with
enlightened zeal on the work of sending the Gospel
into the new field. It is to be hoped that their
constituents will not only enable them to begin, but
to carry out their plans, and that no material depression
will ever again be permitted, nor appearance of spasmodic
benevolence recur. While I hope to continue the
same cordial co-operation and friendship which have
always characterized our intercourse, various reasons
induce me to withdraw from pecuniary dependence on
any society. I have done something for the heathen,
but for an aged mother, who has still more sacred
claims than they, I have been able to do nothing,
and a continuance of the connection would be a perpetuation
of my inability to make any provision for her declining
years. In addition to “clergyman’s
sore throat”, which partially disabled me from
the work, my father’s death imposed new obligations;
and a fresh source of income having been opened to
me without my asking, I had no hesitation in accepting
what would enable me to fulfill my duty to my aged
parent as well as to the heathen.
If the reader remembers the way in which I was led, while teaching the Bakwains, to commence exploration, he will, I think, recognize the hand of Providence. Anterior to that, when Mr. Moffat began to give the Bible—the Magna Charta of all the rights and privileges of modern civilization—to the Bechuanas, Sebituane went north, and spread the language into which he was translating the sacred oracles


