Kevin IMs Russel, asking him to meet him at the gazebo. Russel goes because he wants to hear what Kevin has to say. Kevin apologizes to Russel, saying that he isn't strong enough to stand up to the pressure of being gay. Kevin suggests he and Russel continue to secretly meet at the gazebo. Russel says no.
Min, Gunnar, Belinda, Russel, Ike and Brian are in Mr. Kephart's classroom for the first meeting of the gay-straight-bisexual alliance.
Russel realizes that Kevin is never going to be who he truly is because he is too scared. Russel truly cares about Kevin and wants to be able to show they are a couple publicly. Because Kevin doesn't want to do this, Russel knows he has to let Kevin go. Russel mentioning that he will always look back suggests that he will always remember how he felt when he was trying to...