No prophet had told him, and he was not prophet enough
to tell himself, that essentially this young wife
of his was as deserving of the praise of King Lemuel
as any other woman endowed with the same dislike of
evil, her moral value having to be reckoned not by
achievement but by tendency. Moreover, the figure
near at hand suffers on such occasion, because it
shows up its sorriness without shade; while vague
figures afar off are honoured, in that their distance
makes artistic virtues of their stains. In considering
what Tess was not, he overlooked what she was, and
forgot that the defective can be more than the entire.
XL
At breakfast Brazil was the topic, and all endeavoured
to take a hopeful view of Clare’s proposed experiment
with that country’s soil, notwithstanding the
discouraging reports of some farm-labourers who had
emigrated thither and returned home within the twelve
months. After breakfast Clare went into the little
town to wind up such trifling matters as he was concerned
with there, and to get from the local bank all the
money he possessed. On his way back he encountered
Miss Mercy Chant by the church, from whose walls she
seemed to be a sort of emanation. She was carrying
an armful of Bibles for her class, and such was her
view of life that events which produced heartache
in others wrought beatific smiles upon her—an
enviable result, although, in the opinion of Angel,
it was obtained by a curiously unnatural sacrifice
of humanity to mysticism.
She had learnt that he was about to leave England,
and observed what an excellent and promising scheme
it seemed to be.
“Yes; it is a likely scheme enough in a commercial
sense, no doubt,” he replied. “But,
my dear Mercy, it snaps the continuity of existence.
Perhaps a cloister would be preferable.”
“A cloister! O, Angel Clare!”
“Well?”
“Why, you wicked man, a cloister implies a monk,
and a monk Roman Catholicism.”
“And Roman Catholicism sin, and sin damnation.
Thou art in a parlous state, Angel Clare.”
“I glory in my Protestantism!”
she said severely.
Then Clare, thrown by sheer misery into one of the
demoniacal moods in which a man does despite to his
true principles, called her close to him, and fiendishly
whispered in her ear the most heterodox ideas he could
think of. His momentary laughter at the horror
which appeared on her fair face ceased when it merged
in pain and anxiety for his welfare.
“Dear Mercy,” he said, “you must
forgive me. I think I am going crazy!”
She thought that he was; and thus the interview ended,
and Clare re-entered the Vicarage. With the
local banker he deposited the jewels till happier
days should arise. He also paid into the bank
thirty pounds—to be sent to Tess in a few
months, as she might require; and wrote to her at
her parents’ home in Blackmoor Vale to inform
her of what he had done. This amount, with the
sum he had already placed in her hands—about
fifty pounds—he hoped would be amply sufficient
for her wants just at present, particularly as in
an emergency she had been directed to apply to his
father.