Life's Handicap eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 405 pages of information about Life's Handicap.

Life's Handicap eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 405 pages of information about Life's Handicap.

The deep sleep of weakness came upon her almost before the sentence was completed.  Holden went down to the courtyard very softly with his heart at ease.  Pir Khan, the old watchman, was chuckling with delight.  ’This house is now complete,’ he said, and without further comment thrust into Holden’s hands the hilt of a sabre worn many years ago when he, Pir Khan, served the Queen in the police.  The bleat of a tethered goat came from the well-kerb.

‘There be two,’ said Pir Khan, ’two goats of the best.  I bought them, and they cost much money; and since there is no birth-party assembled their flesh will be all mine.  Strike craftily, sahib!  ’Tis an ill-balanced sabre at the best.  Wait till they raise their heads from cropping the marigolds.’

‘And why?’ said Holden, bewildered.

’For the birth-sacrifice.  What else?  Otherwise the child being unguarded from fate may die.  The Protector of the Poor knows the fitting words to be said.’

Holden had learned them once with little thought that he would ever speak them in earnest.  The touch of the cold sabre-hilt in his palm turned suddenly to the clinging grip of the child upstairs—­the child that was his own son—­and a dread of loss filled him.

‘Strike!’ said Pir Khan.  ’Never life came into the world but life was paid for it.  See, the goats have raised their heads.  Now!  With a drawing cut!’

Hardly knowing what he did Holden cut twice as he muttered the Mahomedan prayer that runs:  ’Almighty!  In place of this my son I offer life for life, blood for blood, head for head, bone for bone, hair for hair, skin for skin.’  The waiting horse snorted and bounded in his pickets at the smell of the raw blood that spirted over Holden’s riding-boots.

‘Well smitten!’ said Pir Khan, wiping the sabre.  ’A swordsman was lost in thee.  Go with a light heart, Heaven-born.  I am thy servant, and the servant of thy son.  May the Presence live a thousand years and... the flesh of the goats is all mine?’ Pir Khan drew back richer by a month’s pay.  Holden swung himself into the saddle and rode off through the low-hanging wood-smoke of the evening.  He was full of riotous exultation, alternating with a vast vague tenderness directed towards no particular object, that made him choke as he bent over the neck of his uneasy horse.  ‘I never felt like this in my life,’ he thought.  ’I’ll go to the club and pull myself together.’

A game of pool was beginning, and the room was full of men.  Holden entered, eager to get to the light and the company of his fellows, singing at the top of his voice—­

    In Baltimore a-walking, a lady I did meet!

‘Did you?’ said the club-secretary from his corner.  ’Did she happen to tell you that your boots were wringing wet?  Great goodness, man, it’s blood!’

‘Bosh!’ said Holden, picking his cue from the rack.  ’May I cut in?  It’s dew.  I’ve been riding through high crops.  My faith! my boots are in a mess though!

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