myself free from jurisprudence, and devoted to the
study of the classics. I cautiously waited till
the Fleischers had returned, that my purpose might
not be too prematurely betrayed to my family.
But I then went, without delay, to Hofrath Boehme,
to whom, before all, I thought I must confide the
matter, and with much self-importance and boldness
of speech disclosed my views to him. However,
I found by no means a good reception of my proposition.
As professor of history and public law, he had a declared
hatred for every thing that savored of the
belles-lettres.
Unfortunately he did not stand on the best footing
with those who cultivated them; and Gellert in particular,
in whom I had, awkwardly enough, expressed much confidence,
he could not even endure. To send a faithful student
to those men, therefore, while he deprived himself
of one, and especially under such circumstances, seemed
to him altogether out of the question. He therefore
gave me a severe lecture on the spot, in which he protested
that he could not permit such a step without the permission
of my parents, even if he approved of it himself,
which was not the case in this instance. He then
passionately inveighed against philology and the study
of languages, but still more against poetical exercises,
which I had indeed allowed to peep out in the background.
He finally concluded, that, if I wished to enter more
closely into the study of the ancients, it could be
done much better by the way of jurisprudence.
He brought to my recollection many elegant jurists,
such as Eberhard, Otto, and Heineccius, promised me
mountains of gold from Roman antiquities and the history
of law, and showed me, clear as the sun, that I should
here be taking no roundabout way, even if afterwards,
on more mature deliberation, and with the consent
of my parents, I should determine to follow out my
own plan. He begged me, in a friendly manner,
to think the matter over once more, and to open my
mind to him soon; as it would be necessary to come
to a determination at once, on account of the impending
commencement of the lectures.
It was, however, very polite of him not to press me
on the spot. His arguments, and the weight with
which he advanced them, had already convinced my pliant
youth; and I now first saw the difficulties and doubtfulness
of a matter which I had privately pictured to myself
as so feasible. Frau Hofrath Boehme invited me
shortly afterwards. I found her alone. She
was no longer young, and had very delicate health;
was gentle and tender to an infinite degree; and formed
a decided contrast to her husband, whose good nature
was even blustering. She spoke of the conversation
her husband had lately had with me, and once more placed
the subject before me, in all its bearings, in so cordial
a manner, so affectionately and sensibly, that I could
not help yielding: the few reservations on which
I insisted were also agreed upon by the other side.
Thereupon her husband regulated my hours; for I was
to hear lectures on philosophy, the history of law,
the Institutes, and some other matters. I was
content with this; but I carried my point so as to
attend Gellert’s history of literature (with
Stockhausen for a text-book), and his “Practicum”
besides.