But then, you must not take it ill if I dabble also
in your handicraft.” Upon this, I told
them what I had observed in their occupations, and
for which I held myself fit at any rate. Each
one had previously rated his services in money, and
I asked them to assist me also in completing my establishment.
Gretchen had listened to all hitherto very attentively,
and that in a position which well suited her, whether
she chose to hear or to speak. With both hands
she clasped her folded arms, and rested them on the
edge of the table. Thus she could sit a long while
without moving any thing but her head, which was never
done without some occasion or meaning. She had
several times put in a word, and helped us on over
this and that, when we halted in our projects, and
then was again still and quiet as usual. I kept
her in my eye, and it may readily be supposed that
I had not devised and uttered my plan without reference
to her. My passion for her gave to what I said
such an air of truth and probability, that, for a
moment, I deceived myself, imagined myself as lonely
and helpless as my story supposed, and felt extremely
happy in the prospect of possessing her. Pylades
had closed his confession with marriage; and the question
arose among the rest of us, whether our plans went
as far as that. “I have not the least doubt
on that score,” said I; “for properly
a wife is necessary to every one of us, in order to
preserve at home, and enable us to enjoy as a whole,
what we rake together abroad in such an odd way.”
I then made a sketch of a wife, such as I wished;
and it must have turned out strangely if she had not
been a perfect counterpart of Gretchen.
The dirge was consumed; the epithalamium now stood
beneficially at hand: I overcame all fear and
care, and contrived, as I had many acquaintances,
to conceal my actual evening entertainments from my
family. To see and to be near the dear girl was
soon an indispensable condition of my being.
The friends had grown just as accustomed to me, and
we were almost daily together, as if it could not be
otherwise. Pylades had, in the mean time, introduced
his fair one into the house; and this pair passed
many an evening with us. They, as bride and bridegroom,
though still very much in the bud, did not conceal
their tenderness: Gretchen’s deportment
towards me was only suited to keep me at a distance.
She gave her hand to no one, not even to me; she allowed
no touch: yet she many times seated herself near
me, particularly when I wrote, or read aloud, and
then, laying her arm familiarly upon my shoulder,
she looked over the book or paper. If, however,
I ventured to take on a similar liberty with her,
she withdrew, and did not return very soon. This
position she often repeated; and, indeed, all her
attitudes and motions were very uniform, but always
equally becoming, beautiful, and charming. But
such a familiarity I never saw her practise towards
anybody else.