small-pox, but deprived of an eye, without apprehension.
He always wore on his bald head a perfectly white
bell-shaped cap, tied at the top with a ribbon.
His morning-gowns, of calamanco or damask, were always
very clean. He dwelt in a very cheerful suite
of rooms on the ground-floor by the Allee, and
the neatness of every thing about him corresponded
with this cheerfulness. The perfect arrangement
of his papers, books, and maps produced a favorable
impression. His son, Heinrich Sebastian, afterwards
known by various writings on art, gave little promise
in his youth. Good-natured but dull, not rude
but blunt, and without any special liking for instruction,
he rather sought to avoid the presence of his father,
as he could get all he wanted from his mother.
I, on the other hand, grew more and more intimate
with the old man, the more I knew of him. As he
attended only to important cases, he had time enough
to occupy and amuse himself in another manner.
I had not long frequented his house, and heard his
doctrines, before I could well perceive that he stood
in opposition to God and the world. One of his
favorite books was “Agrippa de Vanitate Scientiarum,”
which he especially commended to me, and so set my
young brains in a considerable whirl for a long time.
In the happiness of youth I was inclined to a sort
of optimism, and had again pretty well reconciled
myself with God or the gods; for the experience of
a series of years had taught me that there was much
to counterbalance evil, that one can well recover
from misfortune, and that one may be saved from dangers
and need not always break one’s neck. I
looked with tolerance, too, on what men did and pursued,
and found many things worthy of praise which my old
gentleman could not by any means abide. Indeed,
once when he had sketched the world to me, rather from
the distorted side, I observed from his appearance
that he meant to close the game with an important
trump-card. He shut tight his blind left eye,
as he was wont to do in such cases, looked sharp out
of the other, and said in a nasal voice, “Even
in God I discover defects.”
My Timonic mentor was also a mathematician; but his practical turn drove him to mechanics, though he did not work himself. A clock, wonderful indeed in those days, which indicated, not only the days and hours, but the motions of the sun and moon, he caused to be made according to his own plan. On Sunday, about ten o’clock in the morning, he always wound it up himself; which he could do the more regularly, as he never went to church. I never saw company nor guests at his house; and only twice in ten years do I remember to have seen him dressed, and walking out of doors.


