He did not think he was very badly hit, but nothing seemed to matter as it did a while ago.  Yet he carried on.

And then he opened his eyes very wide and found he was back in London again in an underground train.  He knew it at once by the look of it.  He had made hundreds of journeys, long ago, by those trains.  He knew by the dark, outside, that it had not yet left London; but what was odder than that, if one stopped to think of it, was that he knew exactly where it was going.  It was the train that went away out into the country where he used to live as a boy.  He was sure of that without thinking.

When he began to think how he came to be there he remembered the war as a very far-off thing.  He supposed he had been unconscious a very long time.  He was all right now.

Other people were sitting beside him on the same seat.  They all seemed like people he remembered a very long time ago.  In the darkness opposite, beyond the windows of the train, he could see their reflections clearly.  He looked at the reflections but could not quite remember.

A woman was sitting on his left.  She was quite young.  She was more like some one that he most deeply remembered than all the others were.  He gazed at her, and tried to clear his mind.

He did not turn and stare at her, but he quietly watched her reflection before him in the dark.  Every detail of her dress, her young face, her hat, the little ornaments she wore, were minutely clear before him, looking out of the dark.  So contented she looked you would say she was untouched by war.

As he gazed at the clear calm face and the dress that seemed neat though old and, like all things, so faraway, his mind grew clearer and clearer.  It seemed to him certain it was the face of his mother, but from thirty years ago, out of old memories and one picture.  He felt sure it was his mother as she had been when he was very small.  And yet after thirty years how could he know?  He puzzled to try and be quite sure.  But how she came to be there, looking like that, out of those oldest memories, he did not think of at all.

He seemed to be hugely tired by many things and did not want to think.  Yet he was very happy, more happy even than tired men just come home all new to comfort.

He gazed and gazed at the face in the dark.  And then he felt quite sure.

He was about to speak.  Was she looking at him?  Was she watching him, he wondered.  He glanced for the first time to his own reflection in that clear row of faces.

His own reflection was not there, but blank dark showed between his two neighbours.  And then he knew he was dead.

Old England

Towards winter’s end on a high, big, bare down, in the south of England, John Plowman was plowing.  He was plowing the brown field at the top of the hill, good soil of the clay; a few yards lower down was nothing but chalk, with shallow flinty soil and steep to plow; so they let briars grow there.  For generations his forbears had plowed on the top of that hill.  John did not know how many.  The hills were very old; it might have been always.