Mrs George [a faint convulsion passing like a wave over her] I know more than either of you. One of you has not yet exhausted his first love: the other has not yet reached it. But I—I—[she reels and is again convulsed].
The bishop [saving her from falling] Whats the matter? Are you ill, Mrs Collins? [He gets her back into her chair]. Soames: theres a glass of water in the study—quick. [Soames hurries to the study door.]
Mrs. George. No. [Soames stops]. Dont call. Dont bring anyone. Cant you hear anything?
The bishop. Nothing unusual. [He sits by her, watching her with intense surprise and interest].
Mrs George. No music?
Soames. No. [He steals to the end of the table and sits on her right, equally interested].
Mrs George. Do you see nothing—not a great light?
The bishop. We are still walking in darkness.
Mrs George. Put your hand on my forehead: the hand with the ring. [He does so. Her eyes close].
Soames [inspired to prophesy] There was a certain woman, the wife of a coal merchant, which had been a great sinner . . .
The Bishop, startled, takes his hand away. Mrs George’s eyes open vividly as she interrupts Soames.
Mrs George. You prophesy falsely, Anthony: never in all my life have I done anything that was not ordained for me. [More quietly] Ive been myself. Ive not been afraid of myself. And at last I have escaped from myself, and am become a voice for them that are afraid to speak, and a cry for the hearts that break in silence.
Soames [whispering] Is she inspired?
The bishop. Marvellous. Hush.
Mrs George. I have earned the right to speak. I have dared: I have gone through: I have not fallen withered in the fire: I have come at last out beyond, to the back of Godspeed?
The bishop. And what do you see there, at the back of Godspeed?
Soames [hungrily] Give us your message.
Mrs George [with intensely sad reproach] When you loved me I gave you the whole sun and stars to play with. I gave you eternity in a single moment, strength of the mountains in one clasp of your arms, and the volume of all the seas in one impulse of your souls. A moment only; but was it not enough? Were you not paid then for all the rest of your struggle on earth? Must I mend your clothes and sweep your floors as well? Was it not enough? I paid the price without bargaining: I bore the children without flinching: was that a reason for heaping fresh burdens on me? I carried the child in my arms: must I carry the father too? When I opened the gates of paradise, were you blind? was it nothing to you? When all the stars sang


