when the beloved mother died was in itself an offence.
But that that freedom, and peace, and prosperity,
which were so dearly purchased by her death, should
be risked afresh by him, was irritating to a degree.
He was frantic. It was impossible to fail that
very peremptory old gentleman, his father. It
was out of the question to allow his father-in-law
to come to England. He could not throw away
all his prospects. And the more he thought of
it, the more certain it seemed that Jan’s existence
would for ever tie him to Holland; that for his grandson’s
sake the old man would investigate his affairs, and
that the truth would come out sooner or later.
The very devil suggested to him that if the child
had died with its mother he would have been quite
free, and intercourse with Holland would have died
away naturally. He wished to forget. To
a nature of his type, when even such a love as he
had been privileged to enjoy had become a memory involving
pain, it was instinctively evaded like any other unpleasant
thing. He resolved, at last, to let nothing
stand between him and reconciliation with his father.
Once more he must desperately mortgage the future for
present emergencies. He wrote to the old father-in-law
to say that the child was dead. He excused this
to himself on the ground of Jan’s welfare.
If the truth became fully known, and his father threw
him off, he would be a poor embarrassed man, and could
do little for his child. But with his father’s
fortune, and, perhaps, the Scotch lady’s fortune,
it would be in his power to give Jan a brilliant future,
even if he never fully acknowledged him.
As yet he hardly recognized such an unnatural possibility.
He said to himself, that when he was free, all would
be well, and the Dutch grandfather would forgive the
lie in the joy of discovering that Jan was alive, and
would be so well provided for.
Mr. Ford’s client was reconciled to his father.
He married Lady Adelaide, and announced the marriage
to his father-in-law. After which, his intercourse
with Holland died out.
It was a curious result of a marriage so made that
it was a very happy one. Still more curious
was the likeness, both physical and mental, between
the second wife and the first. Lady Adelaide
was half Scotch and half English, a blonde of the
most brilliant type, and of an intellectual order
of beauty. But fair women are common enough.
It was stranger still that the best affections of
two women of so high a moral and intellectual standard
should have been devoted to the same and to such a
husband. Not quite in vain. Indeed, but
for that grievous sin towards his eldest son, Mr. Ford’s
client would probably have become an utterly different
man. But there is no rising far in the moral
atmosphere with a wilful, unrepented sin as a clog.
It was a miserable result of the weakness of his
character that he could not see that the very nobleness
of Lady Adelaide’s should have encouraged him
to confess to her what he dared not trust to his father’s
imperious, petulant affection. But he was afraid
of her. It had been the same with his first wife.
He had dreaded that she should discover his falsehoods
far more than he had feared his father-in-law.
And years of happy companionship made it even less
tolerable to him to think of lowering himself in Lady
Adelaide’s regard.