The Burgomaster's Wife — Volume 05 eBook

Georg Ebers
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 82 pages of information about The Burgomaster's Wife — Volume 05.

The Burgomaster's Wife — Volume 05 eBook

Georg Ebers
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 82 pages of information about The Burgomaster's Wife — Volume 05.

Her patron had been anxious to keep the place of singing-mistress open for her, but she could only fulfil for a short time the duties to which the superior of the convent kindly summoned her, for her sickness was increasing and a terrible cough spoiled her voice.  She now returned to Lugano, and there sought to compensate her poor honest friend by the sale of her ornaments, but the time soon came when the generous artist was forced to submit to be supported by the charity of a servant.  Until the last six months she had not suffered actual want, but when her maid’s husband died, anxiety about the means of procuring daily bread arose, and now maternal love broke down Anna’s pride:  she wrote to her father as a repentant daughter, bowed down by misfortune, but received no reply.  At last, reduced to starvation with her child, she undertook the hardest possible task, and besought the man, of whom she could only think with contempt and loathing, not to let his son grow up like a beggar’s child.  The letter, which contained this cry of distress, had reached Don Luis just before his death.  No help was to come to her from him.  But Belotti appeared, and now she was once more at home, her friend and sister were standing beside her bed, and Henrica encouraged her to hope for her father’s forgiveness.

It was past midnight, yet Georg still awaited his friend’s return.  The noise and bustle of the camp began to die away and the lantern, which at first had but feebly lighted the spacious lower-room of the farmhouse, burned still more dimly.  The German shared this apartment with agricultural implements, harnesses, and many kinds of grain and vegetables heaped in piles against the walls, but he lacked inclination to cast even a glance at his motley surroundings.  There was nothing pleasant to him in the present or future.  He felt humiliated, guilty, weary of life.  His self-respect was trampled under foot, love and happiness were forfeited, there was naught before him save a colorless, charmless future, full of bitterness and mental anguish.  Nothing seemed desirable save a speedy death.  At times the fair image of his home rose before his memory—­but it vanished as soon as he recalled the burgomaster’s dignified figure, his own miserable weakness and the repulse he had experienced.  He was full of fierce indignation against himself, and longed with passionate impatience for the clash of swords and roar of cannon, the savage struggle man to man.

Time passed without his perceiving it, but a torturing desire for food began to torment the starving man.  There were plenty of turnips piled against the wall, and he eat one after another, until he experienced the feeling of satiety he had so long lacked.  Then he sat down on a kneading-trough and considered how he could best get to the Beggars.  He did not know his way, but woe betide those who ventured to oppose him.  His arm and sword were good, and there were Spaniards enough at hand whom he could make feel the weight of both.  His impatience began to rise, and it seemed like a welcome diversion, when he heard steps approaching and a man’s figure entered the house.  He had stationed himself by the wall with his sword between his folded arms, and now shouted a loud “halt” to the new-comer.

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