In the Fire of the Forge — Volume 03 eBook

Georg Ebers
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 77 pages of information about In the Fire of the Forge — Volume 03.

In the Fire of the Forge — Volume 03 eBook

Georg Ebers
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 77 pages of information about In the Fire of the Forge — Volume 03.
had really contained an invitation to a meeting; yet she escaped.  But his needless impetuosity and her sudden appearance before the house had placed her modest, charming sister, the betrothed bride of the gallant fellow who had fought with him in the Marchfield, in danger of being misunderstood and despised.  If the finger of scorn were pointed at her, if a stain rested on her fair fame, the austere Wolff Eysvogel would hardly desire to make her his wife, and then this also would be his fault.

His kind, honest heart suffered keenly under these self-accusations, the first which he had ever heeded.

Hitherto the volatile young fellow, who had often gaily risked his life in battle and his last penny at the gaming table, had never thought of seriously examining his own soul, battling by his own strength of will against some secret longing and shunning its cause.  On the contrary, from childhood he had accustomed himself to rely on the protection and aid of the Virgin and the saints; and when they passed the image with the ever-burning lamp, where Katterle had just sought and found consolation, he implored it not to let his bold intrusion into the home of the maiden he loved bring evil upon her and her sister.  He also vowed to the convent and its saint—­which, come what might, should also be his—­a rich gift whenever the Emperor or the gaming table again filled his purse.

The thought of being burdened his whole life long with the reproach of having made two such charming, innocent creatures miserable seemed unendurable.  He would gladly have given gold and blood to remove it.

It was too late that day, but he resolved to go to the confessional on the morrow, for absolution had always relieved and lightened his heart.  But how trivial his errors had been!  True, the wrong he had now committed was not a mortal sin, and would hardly impose a severe penance upon him, yet it burdened him like the most infamous crime.  He did not understand himself, and often wondered why he, reckless Heinz, thus made a mountain out of a molehill.  Yet when, after this reflection, he uttered a sigh of relief, it seemed as if a voice within commanded him not to think lightly of what had passed, for on that evening he had ceased to bestow pleasure on every one, and instead of, as usual, being helpful and agreeable, he had plunged others who had done him no wrong—­ nay, perhaps a whole household, whose daughter had given him the first love of her young heart-into misery and disgrace.  Had he considered the consequences of his act, he would still be merry Heinz.  Then he remembered how, when a boy, playing with other lads high up among the mountains just as it was beginning to thaw, he had hurled the work they had finished with so much toil, a snow man, down the slope, rejoicing with his playfellows over its swift descent towards the valley, until they noticed with what frightful speed its bulk increased as it sped over its snowy road, till at last, like a terrible avalanche, it swept away a herdsman’s hut—­fortunately an empty one.  Now, also, his heedlessness had set in motion a mass which constantly rolled onward, and how terrible might be the harm it would do!

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