Joshua — Complete eBook

Georg Ebers
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 376 pages of information about Joshua — Complete.

Joshua — Complete eBook

Georg Ebers
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 376 pages of information about Joshua — Complete.
. . .  And no one must hear it save those who love him, and I—­do you hear—­I love him, love him better than aught else on earth!  But you?  You have a husband, and a God whose commands you eagerly obey—­you say so yourself.  What can Hosea be to you?  So I beseech you to leave us.  I have met few who repelled me, but you—­your voice, your eyes—­they pierce me to the heart—­and if you were near I could not speak as I must. . . . and oh, talking hurts me so!  But before you go—­you are a leech—­let me know this one thing—­I have many messages to leave for him ere I die. . . .  Will it kill me to talk?”

Again the prophetess found no other words in answer except the brief:  “It is as you say,” and this time they sounded harsh and ominous.

While wavering between the duty which, as a physician, she owed the sufferer and the impulse not to refuse the request of a dying woman, she read in old Nun’s eyes an entreaty to obey Kasana’s wish, and with drooping head left the tent.  But the bitter words of the hapless girl pursued her and spoiled the day which had begun so gloriously and also many a later hour; nay, to her life’s end she could not understand why, in the presence of this poor, dying woman, she had been overpowered by the feeling that she was her inferior and must take a secondary place.

As soon as Kasana was left alone with Nun and Ephraim, and the latter had flung himself on his knees beside her couch, while the old man kissed her brow, and bowed his white head to listen to her low words, she began: 

“I feel better now.  That tall woman . . . those gloomy brows that meet in the middle . . . those nightblack eyes . . . they glow with so fierce a fire, yet are so cold. . . .  That woman . . . did Hosea love her, father?  Tell me; I am not asking from idle curiosity!”

“He honored her,” replied the old man in a troubled tone, “as did our whole nation; for she has a lofty spirit, and our God suffers her to hear His voice; but you, my darling, have been dear to him from childhood, I know.”

A slight tremor shook the dying girl.  She closed her eyes for a short time and a sunny smile hovered around her lips.

She lay in this attitude so long that Nun feared death had claimed her and, holding the medicine in his hand, listened to hear her breathing.

Kasana did not seem to notice it; but when she finally opened her eyes, she held out her hand for the cordial, drank it, and then began again: 

“It seemed just as if I had seen him, Hosea.  He wore the panoply of war just as he did the first time he took me into his arms.  I was a little thing and felt afraid of him, he looked so grave, and my nurse had told me that he had slain a great many of our foes.  Yet I was glad when he came and grieved when he went away.  So the years passed, and love grew with my growth.  My young heart was so full of him, so full. . . .  Even when they forced me to wed another, and after I had become a widow.”

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