The Stillwater Tragedy eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 241 pages of information about The Stillwater Tragedy.

The Stillwater Tragedy eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 241 pages of information about The Stillwater Tragedy.

“You shouldn’t have been looking into the yard,” he said.  “If I had known that you were watching us it would have distracted me.  When I am thinking of you I cannot think of anything else, and I had need of my wits for a moment.”

“I happened to be on the veranda, and was too frightened to go away.  Why did you quarrel?”

In giving Margaret an account of the matter, Richard refrained from any mention of his humiliating visit to Welch’s Court that morning.  He could neither speak of it nor reflect upon it with composure.  The cloud which shadowed his features from time to time was attributed by Margaret to the affair in the yard.

“But this is the end of it, is it not?” she asked, with troubled eyes.  “You will not have any further words with him?”

“You needn’t worry.  If Torrini had not been drinking he would never have lifted his hand against me.  When he comes out of his present state, he will be heartily ashamed of himself.  His tongue is the only malicious part of him.  If he hadn’t a taste for drink and oratory,—­if he was not ‘a born horator,’ as Denyven calls him,—­he would do well enough.”

“No, Richard, he’s a dreadful man.  I shall never forget his face,—­it was some wild animal’s.  And you, Richard,” added Margaret softly, “it grieved me to see you look like that.”

“I was wolfish for a moment, I suppose.  Things had gone wrong generally.  But if you are going to scold me, Margaret, I would rather have some more—­arnica.”

“I am not going to scold; but while you stood there, so white and terrible,—­so unlike yourself,—­I felt that I did not know you, Richard.  Of course you had to defend yourself when the man attacked you, but I thought for an instant you would kill him.”

“Not I,” said Richard uneasily, dreading anything like a rebuke from Margaret.  “I am mortified that I gave up to my anger.  There was no occasion.”

“If an intoxicated person were to wander into the yard, papa would send for a constable, and have the person removed.”

“Your father is an elderly man,” returned Richard, not relishing this oblique criticism of his own simpler method.  “What would be proper in his case would be considered cowardly in mine.  It was my duty to discharge the fellow, and not let him dispute my authority.  I ought to have been cooler, of course.  But I should have lost caste and influence with the men if I had shown the least personal fear of Torrini,—­if, for example, I had summoned somebody else to do what I didn’t dare do myself.  I was brought up in the yard, remember, and to a certain extent I have to submit to being weighed in the yard’s own scales.”

“But a thing cannot be weighed in a scale incapable of containing it,” answered Margaret.  “The judgment of these rough, uninstruicted men is too narrow for such as you.  They quarrel and fight among themselves, and have their ideas of daring; but there is a higher sort of bravery, the bravery of self-control, which I fancy they do not understand very well; so their opinion of it is not worth considering.  However, you know better than I.”

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