Afoot in England eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 290 pages of information about Afoot in England.

Afoot in England eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 290 pages of information about Afoot in England.
would no longer know him for her boy.  For it is true that our schools are factories, with a machinery to unmake and remake, or fabricate, the souls of children much in the way in which shoddy is manufactured.  You may see a thousand rags or garments of a thousand shapes and colours cast in to be boiled, bleached, pulled to pieces, combed and woven, and finally come out as a piece of cloth a thousand yards long of a uniform harmonious pattern, smooth, glossy, and respectable.  His individuality gone, he would in a sense be lost to her; and although by nature a weak timid woman, though poor, and a stranger in a strange place, this thought, or feeling, or “ridiculous delusion” as most people would call it, had made her strong, and she had succeeded in keeping her boy out of school.

Hers was an interesting story.  Left alone in the world she had married one in her own class, very happily as she imagined.  He was in some business in a country town, well off enough to provide a comfortable home, and he was very good; in fact, his one fault was that he was too good, too open-hearted and fond of associating with other good fellows like himself, and of pledging them in the cup that cheers and at the same time inebriates.  Nevertheless, things went very well for a time, until the child was born, the business declined, and they began to be a little pinched.  Then it occurred to her that she, too, might be able to do something.  She started dressmaking, and as she had good taste and was clever and quick, her business soon prospered.  This pleased him; it relieved him from the necessity of providing for the home, and enabled him to follow his own inclination, which was to take things easily—­to be an idle man, with a little ready money in his pocket for betting and other pleasures.  The money was now provided out of “our business.”  This state of things continued without any change, except that process of degeneration which continued in him, until the child was about four years old, when all at once one day he told her they were not doing as well as they might.  She was giving far too much of her time and attention to domestic matters—­to the child especially.  Business was business—­a thing it was hard for a woman to understand—­and it was impossible for her to give her mind properly to it with her thoughts occupied with the child.  It couldn’t be done.  Let the child be put away, he said, and the receipts would probably be doubled.  He had been making inquiries and found that for a modest annual payment the boy could be taken proper care of at a distance by good decent people he had heard of.

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