This was discouraging, but instead of explaining my position, I turned to go, and in spite of all that I could do the tears came to my eyes.  Not that I cared so much for being refused employment, but for the manner in which the hotel man had spoken to me.  I did not propose to give up at that, but started away, more than ever determined to find employment.  I did not want to impose on the Beckets, notwithstanding that they still assured me of welcome, and moreover I wished to do something to help them, even more than myself.

I had nearly reached the door when a man who had been reading a newspaper, but was now observing me, called out: 

“My boy! come here.”

I went over to the corner where he was sitting and I was trying at the same time to dry away my tears.

This man asked my name, which I gave him.  He then asked where my parents lived, and I told him that they died when I was four years old.

Other questions from him brought out the story of my boy-life; Drake, Gen. Jackson, the negro boys and the brutal negress; then my trip to St. Louis—­but I omitted the hornet’s-nest incident.  I also told this kindly stranger that I had started out to make a living for myself and intended to succeed.

Then he asked me where I was staying, and I told him of the Beckets.

Seeing that this man was taking quite an interest in me, gave me courage to ask his name.  He told me that his name was Kit Carson, and that by calling he was a hunter and trapper, and asked me how I would like to learn his trade.

I assured him that I was willing to do anything honorable for a living and that I thought I would very much like to be a hunter and trapper.  He said he would take me with him and I was entirely delighted.  Often I had wished to own a gun, but had never thought of shooting anything larger than a squirrel or rabbit.  I was ready to start at once, and asked him when he would go.

Smilingly he told me not to be in a hurry, and asked me where Mrs. Becket lived.  I told him as nearly as I could, and again asked when he thought we would leave St. Louis.  I was fearful that he would change his mind about taking me with him.  I didn’t know him then so well as afterward.  I came to learn that his slightest word was his bond.

But visions of Mr. Drake, an old negro woman and a hornet’s nest, still haunted me and made me overanxious.  I wanted to get as far out of their reach as possible and still remain on the earth.

Mr. Carson laughed in a quiet and yet much amused way and said: 

“You must learn to not do anything until you are good and ready, and there are heaps of things to do before we can start out.  Now let’s go and see Mrs. Becket.”