The Old Wives' Tale eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 811 pages of information about The Old Wives' Tale.

The Old Wives' Tale eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 811 pages of information about The Old Wives' Tale.

After tea, she regretfully left him, at his home-lessons, in order to go into the shop.  The shop was the great unsolved question.  What was she to do with the shop?  Was she to continue the business or to sell it?  With the fortunes of her father and her aunt, and the economies of twenty years, she had more than sufficient means.  She was indeed rich, according to the standards of the Square; nay, wealthy!  Therefore she was under no material compulsion to keep the shop.  Moreover, to keep it would mean personal superintendence and the burden of responsibility, from which her calm lethargy shrank.  On the other hand, to dispose of the business would mean the breaking of ties and leaving the premises:  and from this also she shrank.  Young Lawton, without being asked, had advised her to sell.  But she did not want to sell.  She wanted the impossible:  that matters should proceed in the future as in the past, that Samuel’s death should change nothing save in her heart.

In the meantime Miss Insull was priceless.  Constance thoroughly understood one side of the shop; but Miss Insull understood both, and the finance of it also.  Miss Insull could have directed the establishment with credit, if not with brilliance.  She was indeed directing it at that moment.  Constance, however, felt jealous of Miss Insull; she was conscious of a slight antipathy towards the faithful one.  She did not care to be in the hands of Miss Insull.

There were one or two customers at the millinery counter.  They greeted her with a deplorable copiousness of tact.  Most tactfully they avoided any reference to Constance’s loss; but by their tone, their glances, at Constance and at each other, and their heroically restrained sighs, they spread desolation as though they had been spreading ashes instead of butter on bread.  The assistants, too, had a special demeanour for the poor lone widow which was excessively trying to her.  She wished to be natural, and she would have succeeded, had they not all of them apparently conspired together to make her task impossible.

She moved away to the other side of the shop, to Samuel’s desk, at which he used to stand, staring absently out of the little window into King Street while murmurously casting figures.  She lighted the gas-jet there, arranged the light exactly to suit her, and then lifted the large flap of the desk and drew forth some account books.

“Miss Insull!” she called, in a low, clear voice, with a touch of haughtiness and a touch of command in it.  The pose, a comical contradiction of Constance’s benevolent character, was deliberately adopted; it illustrated the effects of jealousy on even the softest disposition.

Miss Insull responded.  She had no alternative but to respond.  And she gave no sign of resenting her employer’s attitude.  But then Miss Insull seldom did give any sign of being human.

The customers departed, one after another, obsequiously sped by the assistants, who thereupon lowered the gases somewhat, according to secular rule; and in the dim eclipse, as they restored boxes to shelves, they could hear the tranquil, regular, half-whispered conversation of the two women at the desk, discussing accounts; and then the chink of gold.

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