My transports I conceal for fear of those thereon that spy; Yet
down my cheeks the tears course still and still my case
bewray.
No rest is there for me, no life wherein I may delight, Nor
pleasant meat nor drink avails to please me, night or day.
To whom save thee shall I complain, of whom relief implore, Whose
image came to visit me, what while in dreams I lay?
Reproach me not for what I did, but be thou kind to one Who’s
sick of body and whose heart is wasted all away.
The fire of love-longing I hide; severance consumeth me, A thrall
of care, for long desire to wakefulness a prey.
Midmost the watches of the night I see thee, in a dream; A lying
dream, for he I love my love doth not repay.
Would God thou knewest that for love of thee which I endure! It
hath indeed brought down on me estrangement and dismay.
Read thou my writ and apprehend its purport, for my case This is
and fate hath stricken me with sorrows past allay.
Know, then, the woes that have befall’n a lover, neither grudge
Her secret to conceal, but keep her counsel still, I pray.
Then she folded the letter and giving it to her slave-girl, bade her carry it to El Abbas and bring back his answer thereto. Accordingly, Shefikeh took the letter and carried it to the prince, after the doorkeeper had sought leave of him to admit her. When she came in to him, she found with him five damsels, as they were moons, clad in [rich] apparel and ornaments; and when he saw her, he said to her, “What is thine occasion, O handmaid of good?” So she put out her hand to him with the letter, after she had kissed it, and he bade one of his slave-girls receive it from her. Then he took it from the girl and breaking it open, read it and apprehended its purport; whereupon “We are God’s and to Him we return!” exclaimed he and calling for ink- horn and paper, wrote the following verses:
I marvel for that to my love I see thee now incline,
What time my
heart, indeed, is fain
to turn away from thine.
Whilere, the verses that I made it was thy wont to
flout, Saying,
“No passer by
the way[FN#105] hath part in me or mine.
How many a king to me hath come, of troops and guards
ensued, And
Bactrian camels brought
with him, in many a laden line,
And dromedaries, too, of price and goodly steeds and
swift Of
many a noble breed,
yet found no favour in my eyne!”
Then, after them came I to thee and union did entreat
And unto
thee set forth at length
my case and my design;
Yea, all my passion and desire and love-longing in
verse, As
pearls in goodly order
strung it were, I did enshrine.
Yet thou repaidst me with constraint, rigour and perfidy,
To
which no lover might
himself on any wise resign.
How many a bidder unto love, a secret-craving wight,


