Accordingly the nurse returned to El Abbas, without letter or answer; and when she came in to him, he saw that she was troubled and noted the marks of chagrin on her face; so he said to her, “What is this plight?” Quoth she, “I cannot set out to thee that which Mariyeh said; for indeed she charged me return to thee without letter or answer.” “O nurse of kings,” rejoined El Abbas, “I would have thee carry her this letter and return not to her without it.” Then he took inkhorn and paper and wrote the following verses:
My secret is disclosed, the which I strove to hide;
Of thee and
of thy love enough have
I abyed.
My kinsmen and my friends for thee I did forsake And
left them
weeping tears that poured
as ’twere a tide.
Yea, to Baghdad I came, where rigour gave me chase
And I was
overthrown of cruelty
and pride.
Repression’s draught, by cups, from the beloved’s
hand I’ve
quaffed; with colocynth
for wine she hath me plied.
Oft as I strove to make her keep the troth of love,
Unto
concealment’s
ways still would she turn aside.
My body is dissolved with sufferance in vain; Relenting,
ay, and
grace I hoped should
yet betide;
But rigour still hath waxed on me and changed my case
And love
hath left me bound,
afflicted, weeping-eyed.
How long shall I anights distracted be for love Of
thee? How long
th’ assaults of
grief and woes abide?
Thou, thou enjoy’st repose and comfortable sleep,
Nor of the
mis’ries reckst
by which my heart is wried.
I watch the stars for wake and pray that the belov’d
May yet to
me relent and bid my
tears be dried.
The pains of long desire have wasted me away; Estrangement
and
disdain my body sore
have tried.
“Be thou not hard of heart,” quoth I.
Had ye but deigned To visit
me in dreams, I had
been satisfied.
But when ye saw my writ, the standard ye o’erthrew
Of faith, your
favours grudged and
aught of grace denied.
Nay, though ye read therein discourse that sure should
speak To
heart and soul, no word
thereunto ye replied,
But deemed yourself secure from every changing chance
Nor recked
the ebb and flow of
Fortune’s treacherous tide.
Were my affliction thine, love’s anguish hadst
thou dreed And in
the flaming hell of
long estrangement sighed.
Yet shall thou suffer that which I from thee have
borne And with
love’s woes thy
heart shall yet be mortified.
The bitterness of false accusing shall thou taste
And eke the
thing reveal that thou
art fain to hide;
Yea, he thou lov’st shall be hard-hearted, recking
not Of
fortune’s turns
or fate’s caprices, in his pride.
Wherewith farewell, quoth I, and peace be on thee
aye, What while
the branches bend, what
while the stars abide.


