them, and take what they do read as meaning no more
than half what is said. But Roger Carbury was
certainly not one of these. As he sat on the garden
wall at Carbury, with his cousin’s letter in
his hand, her words had their full weight with him.
He did not try to convince himself that all this was
the verbiage of an enthusiastic girl, who might soon
be turned and trained to another mode of thinking
by fitting admonitions. To him now, as he read
and re-read Hetta’s letter sitting on the wall,
there was not at any rate further hope for himself.
Though he was altogether unchanged himself, though
he was altogether incapable of change,—
though he could not rally himself sufficiently to look
forward to even a passive enjoyment of life without
the...