should she see her lover again? Poor, poor Felix!
What would be his feelings when he should find himself
on his way to New York without his love! But in
one matter she made up her mind steadfastly. She
would be true to him! They might chop her in
pieces! Yes;—she had said it before,
and she would say it again. There was, however,
doubt in her mind from time to time, whether one course
might not be better even than constancy. If she
could contrive to throw herself out of the carriage
and to be killed,—would not that be the
best termination to her present disappointment?
Would not that be the best punishment for her father?
But how then would it be with poor Felix? ’After
all I don...