bodily exercise, but also because he could do so in
this part of the world without fear of meeting his
pursuers. My attempts during our conversations
to instruct him more fully regarding my artistic aims
remained quite unavailing as long as we were unable
to quit the field of mere discussion. All these
things seemed to him premature. He refused to
admit that out of the very needs of the evil present
all laws for the future would have to be evolved,
and that these, moreover, must be moulded upon quite
different ideas of social culture. Seeing that
he continued to urge destruction, and again destruction,
I had at last to inquire how my wonderful friend proposed
to set this work of destruction in operation.
It then soon became clear, as I had suspected it would,
and as the event soon proved, that with this man of
boundless activity everything rested upon the most
impossible hypotheses. Doubtless I, with my hopes
of a future artistic remodelling of human society,
appeared to him to be floating in the barren air;
yet it soon became obvious to me that his assumptions
as to the unavoidable demolition of all the institutions
of culture were at least equally visionary. My
first idea was that Bakunin was the centre of an international
conspiracy; but his practical plans seem originally
to have been restricted to a project for revolutionising
Prague, where he relied merely on a union formed among
a handful of students. Believing that the time
had now come to strike a blow, he prepared himself
one evening to go there. This proceeding was not
free from danger, and he set off under the protection
of a passport made out for an English merchant.
First of all, however, with the view of adapting himself
to the most Philistine culture, he had to submit his
huge beard and bushy hair to the tender mercies of
the razor and shears. As no barber was available,
Rockel had to undertake the task. A small group
of friends watched the operation, which had to be
executed with a dull razor, causing no little pain,
under which none but the victim himself remained passive.
We bade farewell to Bakunin with the firm conviction
that we should never see him again alive. But
in a week he was back once more, as he had realised
immediately what a distorted account he had received
as to the state of things in Prague, where all he
found ready for him was a mere handful of childish
students. These admissions made him the butt of
Rockel’s good-humoured chaff, and after this
he won the reputation among us of being a mere revolutionary,
who was content with theoretical conspiracy.
Very similar to his expectations from the Prague students
were his presumptions with regard to the Russian people.
These also afterwards proved to be entirely groundless,
and based merely on gratuitous assumptions drawn from
the supposed nature of things. I consequently
found myself driven to explain the universal belief
in the terrible dangerousness of this man by his theoretical
views, as expressed here and elsewhere, and not as
arising from any actual experience of his practical
activity. But I was soon to become almost an eye-witness
of the fact that his personal conduct was never for
a moment swayed by prudence, such as one is accustomed
to meet in those whose theories are not seriously
meant. This was shortly to be proved in the momentous
insurrection of May, 1849.


