paid us the high compliment of saying that I composed
very well and that Reissiger conducted very well.
His Majesty asked us to repeat the last three stanzas
only, as, owing to a painful ulcerated tooth, he could
not remain much longer out of doors. I rapidly
devised a combined evolution, the remarkably successful
execution of which I am very proud, even to this day.
I had the entire song repeated, but, in accordance
with the King’s wish, only one verse was sung
in our original crescent formation. At the beginning
of the second verse I made my four hundred undisciplined
bandsmen and singers file off in a march through the
garden, which, as they gradually receded, was so arranged
that the final notes could only reach the royal ear
as an echoing dream-song. Thanks to my unexampled
activity and ever-present help, this retreat was so
steadily carried out that not the slightest faltering
was perceptible either in time or delivery, and the
whole might have been taken for a carefully rehearsed
theatrical manoeuvre. On reaching the castle court
we found that, by the Queen’s kindly forethought,
an ample breakfast had been provided for our party
on the lawn, where the tables were already spread.
We often saw our royal hostess herself busily supervising
the attendants, or moving with excited delight about
the windows and corridors of the castle. Every
eye beamed rapture to my soul, as the successful author
of the general happiness, and I almost felt amid the
glories of that day as though the millennium had been
proclaimed. After roaming in a body through the
lovely grounds of the castle, and not omitting to
pay a visit to the Keppgrund which had been so dear
to me in my youth, we returned late at night, and
in the highest spirits, to Dresden.
Next morning I was again summoned to the presence
of the director. But a change had come over him
during the night.
As I began to offer my apologies for the anxiety I
had caused him, the tall thin man, with the hard dry
face, seized me by the hand and addressed me with
a rapturous expression, which I am sure no one else
ever saw on his face. He told me to say no more
about these anxieties. I was a great man, and
soon no one would know anything about him, whereas
I should be universally admired and loved. I
was deeply moved, and wished only to express my embarrassment
at so unexpected an outburst, when he kindly interrupted
me and sought an escape from his own emotion in good-humoured
confidences. He referred, with a smile, to the
self-denial which had yielded the place of honour
on so extraordinary an occasion to an undeserving
man like Reissiger. When I assured him that this
act had afforded me the liveliest satisfaction, and
that I had myself persuaded my colleague to take the
baton, he confessed that at last he began to understand
me, but failed altogether to comprehend how the other
could accept a position to which he had no right.