Hollander I had produced an unrivalled masterpiece.
Moreover, the acquaintance he had made with this work
had awakened in him a new and unforeseen hope for
the future of German art; and that it would be a great
pity if I yielded to any sense of discouragement as
the result of the unworthy reception accorded to it
by the Berlin public. My hair began to stand
on end. One of Hoffmann’s fantastic creations
had entered bodily into my life. I could find
nothing to say, except to inquire the name of my visitor,
at which he seemed surprised, as I had talked with
him the day before at Mendelssohn’s house.
He said that my conversation and manner had created
such an impression upon him there, and had filled him
with such sudden regret at not having sufficiently
overcome his dislike for opera in general, to be present
at the first performance, that he had at once resolved
not to miss the second. His name, he added, was
Professor Werder. That was no use to me, I said,
he must write his name down. Getting paper and
ink, he did as I desired, and we parted. I flung
myself unconsciously on the bed for a deep and invigorating
sleep. Next morning I was fresh and well.
I paid a farewell call on Schroeder-Devrient, who
promised me to do all she could for the Fliegender
Hollander as soon as possible, drew my fee of a hundred
ducats, and set off for home. On my way through
Leipzig I utilised my ducats for the repayment of
sundry advances made me by my relatives during the
earlier and poverty-stricken period of my sojourn in
Dresden, and then continued my journey, to recuperate
among my books and meditate upon the deep impression
made on me by Werder’s midnight visit.
Before the end of this winter I received a genuine
invitation to Hamburg for the performance of Rienzi.
The enterprising director, Herr Cornet, through whom
it came, confessed that he had many difficulties to
contend against in the management of his theatre,
and was in need of a great success. This, after
the reception with which it had met in Dresden, he
thought he could secure by the production of Rienzi.
I accordingly betook myself thither in the month of
March. The journey at that time was not an easy
one, as after Hanover one had to proceed by mail-coach,
and the crossing of the Elbe, which was full of floating
ice, was a risky business. Owing to a great fire
that had recently broken out, the town of Hamburg
was in process of being rebuilt, and there were still
many wide spaces encumbered with ruins. Cold weather
and an ever-gloomy sky make my recollections of my
somewhat prolonged sojourn in this town anything but
agreeable. I was tormented to such an extent
by having to rehearse with bad material, fit only
for the poorest theatrical trumpery, that, worn out
and exposed to constant colds, I spent most of my
leisure time in the solitude of my inn chamber.
My earlier experiences of ill-arranged and badly
managed theatres came back to me afresh. I was
particularly depressed when I realised that I had made