which above all else made my house seem homelike and
attractive was the presence of a library, which I
procured in accordance with a systematic plan laid
down by my proposed line of study. On the failure
of my Dresden career this library passed in a curious
way into the possession of Herr Heinrich Brockhaus,
to whom at that time I owed fifteen hundred marks,
and who took it as security for the amount. My
wife knew nothing at the time of this obligation,
and I never afterwards succeeded in recovering this
characteristic collection from his hands. Upon
its shelves old German literature was especially well
represented, and also the closely related work of the
German Middle Ages, including many a costly volume,
as, for instance, the rare old work, Romans des douze
Paris. Beside these stood many excellent historical
works on the Middle Ages, as well as on the German
people in general. At the same time I made provision
for the poetical and classical literature of all times
and languages. Among these were the Italian poets,
Shakespeare and the French writers, of whose language
I had a passable knowledge. All these I acquired
in the original, hoping some day to find time to master
their neglected tongues. As for the Greek and
Roman classics, I had to content myself with standard
German translations. Indeed, on looking once
more into my Homer—whom I secured in the
original Greek—I soon recognised that I
should be presuming on more leisure than my conductorship
was likely to leave me, if I hoped to find time for
regaining my lost knowledge of that language.
Moreover, I provided most thoroughly for a study of
universal history, and to this end did not fail to
equip myself with the most voluminous works.
Thus armed, I thought I could bid defiance to all
the trials which I clearly foresaw would inevitably
accompany my calling and position. In hopes,
therefore, of long and peaceable enjoyment of this
hard-earned home, I entered into possession with the
best of spirits in October of this year (1843), and
though my conductor’s quarters were by no means
magnificent, they were stately and substantial.
The first leisure in my new home which I could snatch
from the claims of my profession and my favourite
studies was devoted to the composition of Tannhauser,
the first act of which was completed in January of
the new year, 1844. I have no recollections of
any importance regarding my activities in Dresden
during this winter. The only memorable events
were two enterprises which took me away from home,
the first to Berlin early in the year, for the production
of my Fliegender Hollander, and the other in March
to Hamburg for Rienzi.
Of these the former made the greater impression upon
my mind. The manager of the Berlin theatre, Kustner,
quite took me by surprise when he announced the first
performance of the Fliegender Hollander for an early
date.