in Paris, where he had been waiting for her for some
time. They intended to go to Italy together, and
Louisa made use of this opportunity to buy all kinds
of expensive things in Paris. I did not expect
them to feel any pity for us on account of our foolish
removal to Paris, and its attendant miseries, or that
they should consider themselves bound to help us in
any way; but although we did not try to conceal our
position, we derived no benefit from the visit of
our rich relations. Minna was even kind enough
to help my sister with her luxurious shopping, and
we were very anxious not to make them think we wanted
to rouse their pity. In return my sister introduced
me to an extraordinary friend of hers, who was destined
to take a great interest in me. This was the
young painter, Ernst Kietz, from Dresden; he was an
exceptionally kind-hearted and unaffected young man,
whose talent for portrait painting (in a sort of coloured
pastel style) had made him such a favourite in his
own town, that he had been induced by his financial
successes to come to Paris for a time to finish his
art studies. He had now been working in Delaroche’s
studio for about a year. He had a curious and
almost childlike disposition, and his lack of all
serious education, combined with a certain weakness
of character, had made him choose a career in which
he was destined, in spite of all his talent, to fail
hopelessly. I had every opportunity of recognising
this, as I saw a great deal of him. At the time,
however, the simple-hearted devotion and kindness
of this young man were very welcome both to myself
and my wife, who often felt lonely, and his friendship
was a real source of help in our darkest hours of
adversity. He became almost a member of the family,
and joined our home circle every night, providing
a strange contrast to nervous old Anders and the grave-faced
Lehrs. His good-nature and his quaint remarks
soon made him indispensable to us; he amused us tremendously
with his French, into which he would launch with the
greatest confidence, although he could not put together
two consecutive sentences properly, in spite of having
lived in Paris for twenty years. With Delaroche
he studied oil-painting, and had obviously considerable
talent in this direction, although it was the very
rock on which he stranded. The mixing of the colours
on his palette, and especially the cleaning of his
brushes, took up so much of his time that he rarely
came to the actual painting. As the days were
very short in midwinter, he never had time to do any
work after he had finished washing his palette and
brushes, and, as far as I can remember, he never completed
a single portrait. Strangers to whom he had been
introduced, and who had given him orders to paint
their portraits, were obliged to leave Paris without
seeing them even half done, and at last he even complained
because some of his sitters died before their portraits
were completed. His landlord, to whom he was always
in debt for rent, was the only creature who succeeded


