by the arrival of Minna’s belongings, packed
in boxes and baskets. The weather, too, had quite
cleared up, and the sun was shining brightly; only
our sitting-room refused to get properly warm, which
for some time drew down Minna’s reproaches upon
my head for my supposed carelessness in not having
seen to the heating arrangements. At last I dressed
myself in my new suit, a dark blue frock-coat with
gold buttons. The carriage drove up, and I set
out to fetch my bride. The bright sky had put
us all in good spirits, and in the best of humour
I met Minna, who was dressed in a splendid gown chosen
by me. She greeted me with sincere cordiality
and pleasure shining from her eyes; and taking the
fine weather as a good omen, we started off for what
now seemed to us a most cheerful wedding. We
enjoyed the satisfaction of seeing the church as over-crowded
as if a brilliant theatrical representation were being
given; it was quite a difficult matter to make our
way to the altar, where a group no less worldly than
the rest, consisting of our witnesses, dressed in
all their theatrical finery, were assembled to receive
us. There was not one real friend amongst all
those present, for even our strange old friend Moller
was absent, because no suitable partner had been found
for him. I was not for a single moment insensible
to the chilling frivolity of the congregation, who
seemed to impart their tone to the whole ceremony.
I listened like one in a dream to the nuptial address
of the parson, who, I was afterwards told, had had
a share in producing the spirit of bigotry which at
this time was so prevalent in Konigsberg, and which
exercised such a disquieting influence on its population.
A few days later I was told that a rumour had got
about the town that I had taken action against the
parson for some gross insults contained in his sermon;
I did not quite see what was meant, but supposed that
the exaggerated report arose from a passage in his
address which I in my excitement had misunderstood.
The preacher, in speaking of the dark days, of which
we were to expect our share, bade us look to an unknown
friend, and I glanced up inquiringly for further particulars
of this mysterious and influential patron who chose
so strange a way of announcing himself. Reproachfully,
and with peculiar emphasis, the pastor then pronounced
the name of this unknown friend: Jesus. Now
I was not in any way insulted by this, as people imagined,
but was simply disappointed; at the same time, I thought
that such exhortations were probably usual in nuptial
addresses.
But, on the whole, I was so absent-minded during this
ceremony, which was double Dutch to me, that when
the parson held out the closed prayer-book for us
to place our wedding rings upon, Minna had to nudge
me forcibly to make me follow her example.