book which now lies before me to freshen my memory,
and which I have ever since added to at various periods
of my life, without leaving any gaps. Through
the neglect of the Magdeburg managers my situation,
which was already serious, became literally desperate,
when I made an acquisition in Frankfort which gave
me almost more pleasure than I was able to bear.
I had been present at a production of the Zauberflote
under the direction of Guhr, then wonderfully renowned
as ‘a conductor of genius,’ and was agreeably
surprised at the truly excellent quality of the company.
It was, of course, useless to think of luring one
of the leading stars into my net; on the other hand,
I saw clearly enough that the youthful Fraulein Limbach,
who sang the ‘first boy’s’ part,
possessed a desirable talent. She accepted my
offer of an engagement, and, indeed, seemed so anxious
to be rid of her Frankfort engagement that she resolved
to escape from it surreptitiously. She revealed
her plans to me, and begged me to assist her in carrying
them out; for, inasmuch as the directors might get
wind of the affair, there was no time to lose.
At all events, the young lady assumed that I had abundant
credit, supplied for my official business journey
by the Magdeburg theatre committee, whose praises I
had so diligently sung. But already I had been
compelled to pledge my scanty travelling gear in order
to provide for my own departure. To this point
I had persuaded the host, but now found him by no
means inclined to advance me the additional funds needed
for carrying off a young singer. To cloak the
bad behaviour of my directors I was compelled to invent
some tale of misfortune, and to leave the astonished
and indignant young lady behind. Heartily ashamed
of this adventure, I travelled through rain and storm
via Leipzig, where I picked up my brown poodle, and
reaching Magdeburg, there resumed my work as musical
director on the 1st of September.
The result of my business labours gave me but little
joy. The director, it is true, proved triumphantly
that he had sent five whole golden louis to my address
in Frankfort, and that my tenor and the youthful lady-singer
had also been provided with proper contracts, but
not with the fares and advances demanded. Neither
of them came; only the basso Graf arrived with pedantic
punctuality from Karlsbad, and immediately provoked
the chaff of our theatrical wags. He sang at
a rehearsal of the Schweizerfamilie with such a schoolmasterly
drone that I completely lost my composure. The
arrival of my excellent brother-in-law Wolfram with
my sister Clara was of more advantage for musical
comedy than for grand opera, and caused me considerable
trouble into the bargain; for, being honest folk and
used to decent living, they speedily perceived that,
in spite of royal protection, the condition of the
theatre was but very insecure, as was natural under
so unscrupulous a management as that of Bethmann,
and recognised with alarm that they had seriously