The Beetle eBook

Richard Marsh (author)
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 438 pages of information about The Beetle.

The Beetle eBook

Richard Marsh (author)
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 438 pages of information about The Beetle.

‘What?’

‘Your friend, Mr Lessingham.’

’Excuse me, Miss Lindon, but I am by no means sure that anyone is entitled to call Mr Lessingham a friend of mine.’

‘What!—­Not when I am going to be his wife?’

That took me aback.  I had had my suspicions that Paul Lessingham was more with Marjorie than he had any right to be, but I had never supposed that she could see anything desirable in a stick of a man like that.  Not to speak of a hundred and one other considerations,—­Lessingham on one side of the House, and her father on the other; and old Lindon girding at him anywhere and everywhere—­with his high-dried Tory notions of his family importance,—­to say nothing of his fortune.

I don’t know if I looked what I felt,—­if I did, I looked uncommonly blank.

’You have chosen an appropriate moment, Miss Lindon, to make to me such a communication.’

She chose to disregard my irony.

’I am glad you think so, because now you will understand what a difficult position I am in.’

‘I offer you my hearty congratulations.’

’And I thank you for them, Mr Atherton, in the spirit in which they are offered, because from you I know they mean so much.’

I bit my lip,—­for the life of me I could not tell how she wished me to read her words.

’Do I understand that this announcement has been made to me as one of the public?’

’You do not.  It is made to you, in confidence, as my friend,—­as my greatest friend; because a husband is something more than friend.’  My pulses tingled.  ‘You will be on my side?’

She had paused,—­and I stayed silent.

‘On your side,—­or Mr Lessingham’s?’

’His side is my side, and my side is his side;—­you will be on our side?’

‘I am not sure that I altogether follow you.’

’You are the first I have told.  When papa hears it is possible that there will be trouble,—­as you know.  He thinks so much of you and of your opinion; when that trouble comes I want you to be on our side,—­on my side.’

’Why should I?—­what does it matter?  You are stronger than your father,—­it is just possible that Lessingham is stronger than you; together, from your father’s point of view, you will be invincible.’

‘You are my friend,—­are you not my friend?’

‘In effect, you offer me an Apple of Sodom.’

‘Thank you;—­I did not think you so unkind.’

’And you,—­are you kind?  I make you an avowal of my love, and, straightway, you ask me to act as chorus to the love of another.’

’How could I tell you loved me,—­as you say!  I had no notion.  You have known me all your life, yet you have not breathed a word of it till now.’

‘If I had spoken before?’

I imagine that there was a slight movement of her shoulders,—­ almost amounting to a shrug.

’I do not know that it would have made any difference.—­I do not pretend that it would.  But I do know this, I believe that you yourself have only discovered the state of your own mind within the last half-hour.’

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