sides with indications of sympathetic interest in
the completion of my great lyric work, although most
of my acquaintances regarded the whole thing as a
chimera, or possibly a bold caprice. The only
one who entered into it with any heartiness or real
enthusiasm was Herwegh, with whom I frequently discussed
it, and to whom I generally read aloud such portions
as were completed. Sulzer was much annoyed at
the remodelling of Siegfrieds Tod, as he regarded
it as a fine and original work, and thought it would
be deprived of that quality if I decided to alter
it to any extent. He therefore begged me to let
him have the manuscript of the earlier version to
keep as a remembrance; otherwise it would have been
entirely lost. In order to get an idea of the
effect of the whole poem when rendered in complete
sequence, I decided, only a few days after the work
was completed in the middle of December, to pay a
short visit to the Wille family at their country seat,
so as to read it aloud to the little company there.
Besides Herwegh, who accompanied me, the party there
consisted of Frau Wille and her sister, Frau von Bissing.
I had often entertained these ladies with music in
my own peculiar fashion during my pleasant visits
to Mariafeld, about two hours’ walk from Zurich.
In them I had secured a devoted and enthusiastic audience,
somewhat to Herr Wille’s annoyance, as he often
admitted that he had a horror of music; nevertheless,
he ended in his jovial way by taking the matter good
humouredly.
I arrived towards evening, and we attacked Rheingold
at once, and as it did not seem very late, and I was
supposed to be capable of any amount of exertion,
I went on with the Walkure until midnight. The
next morning after breakfast it was Siegfried’s
turn, and in the evening I finished off with Gotterdammerung.
I thought I had every reason to be satisfied with
the result, and the ladies in particular were so much
moved that they ventured no comment. Unfortunately
the effort left me in a state of almost painful excitement;
I could not sleep, and the next morning I was so disinclined
for conversation that I left my hurried departure
unexplained. Herwegh, who accompanied me back
alone, appeared to divine my state of mind, and shared
it by maintaining a similar silence.
However, I now wished to have the pleasure of confiding
the whole completed work to my friend Uhlig at Dresden.
I carried on a regular correspondence with him, and
he had followed the development of my plan, and was
thoroughly acquainted with every phase of it.
I did not want to send him the Walkure before the
Rheingold was ready, as the latter should come first,
and even then I did not want him to see the whole
thing until I could send him a handsomely printed
copy. But at the beginning of the autumn I discerned
in Uhlig’s letters grounds for feeling a growing
anxiety as to the state of his health. He complained
of the increase in his serious paroxysms of coughing,
and eventually of complete hoarseness. He thought