who had just arrived for a prolonged stay in Vienna,
to which I fondly imagined she was prompted by some
idea of helping me here also. As she too was
on friendly terms with Standhartner, she at once entered
into consultation with him as to how I could be helped
out of the critical situation in which I was once more
placed by the expenses of my concerts. She confessed
to our mutual friend that she had no means at her
disposal, and would only be able to meet our extraordinary
expenditure by contracting fresh debts. It was
therefore necessary to secure wealthier patrons, among
whom she mentioned Baroness von Stockhausen, the wife
of the Hanoverian ambassador. This lady, who
was a great friend of Standhartner’s, was most
kind to me, and won me the sympathy of Lady Bloomfield
and her husband, the English ambassador. A soiree
was given in the house of the latter, and at Frau von
Stockhausen’s there were also several evening
assemblies. One day Standhartner brought me a
thousand marks as an instalment towards my expenses,
saying that they came from an anonymous donor.
Meanwhile
Mme. Kalergis had managed to procure
two thousand marks, which were also placed at my disposal,
through Standhartner, for further needs. But
all her efforts to interest the court on my behalf
remained entirely fruitless, in spite of her intimacy
with Countess Zamoiska; for unfortunately a member
of that Konneritz family from Saxony, which was everywhere
turning up for my discomfiture, had now appeared as
ambassador here also. He succeeded in suppressing
any inclination the all-powerful Archduchess Sophie
might have had towards me, by pretending that during
his time I had burnt down the King of Saxony’s
castle.
But my patroness, undaunted still, endeavoured to
helpme in every conceivable way demanded by my necessities.
In order to gratify my most earnest longing for a
peaceful home where I could stay for a while, she
managed to secure the house of the English attache,
a son of the famous Bulwer Lytton, who had been called
away, but was keeping up his establishment for some
time longer. Thus through her I was introduced
to this exceedingly amiable young man. I dined
with him one evening, together with Cornelius and
Mme. Kalergis, and after dinner began to read
them my Gotterdammerung. I did not seem to have
secured a very attentive audience, however, and when
I noticed this I stopped and withdrew with Cornelius.
We found it very cold as we went home, and Bulwer’s
rooms seem also to have been insufficiently heated,
so that we took refuge in a restaurant to drink a
glass of hot punch. The incident has remained
fixed in my memory because here for the first time
I saw Cornelius in an ungovernably eccentric humour.
While we thus took our pleasure, Mine. Kalergis
used her influence—so I was afterwards
informed—as an exceedingly powerful and
irresistible female advocate to inspire Bulwer with
a definite interest in my fate. In this she so
far succeeded, that he unconditionally placed his
house at my disposal for nine mouths. On considering
the matter more deeply, however, I did not see what
advantage this would be to me, seeing that I had no
further prospect of earning any income in Vienna for
my sustenance.