On account of this I was afterwards reproached with
a love of luxury. There was also a possibility
of arranging a drawing-room in our house, and though
I had not intended to be extravagant, I finally discovered
that, in addition to the trouble of negotiations with
unreliable Parisian workmen, I was drawn into expenses
I had not counted upon. But I comforted myself
with the reflection that, as it could not be helped
now, Minna would at least be pleased when she entered
the house she was henceforth to manage. I also
thought it necessary to get a maid for her, and a
particularly suitable person was recommended me by
Mme. Herold. I had also engaged a man-servant
as soon as I arrived, and although he was rather a
thick-headed Swiss from Valais, who had at one time
belonged to the Pope’s bodyguard, he soon became
quite devoted to me. In addition to these two
servants there was my wife’s former cook, whom
she had taken with her from Zurich, and by whom she
was accompanied when at last I was able to go and
meet her at the station on the 17th of November.
Here Minna immediately handed me the parrot and her
dog Fips, which involuntarily reminded me of her arrival
in the harbour of Rorschach ten years ago. Just
as she had done on that occasion also, she now immediately
gave me to understand that she did not come to me
out of need, and that if I treated her badly she knew
quite well where to go. Moreover, there was no
denying that since then a not unimportant change had
taken place in her; she owned that she was filled
with a similar anxiety and fear like a person feels
who is about to enter a new situation, and did not
know whether she would be able to stand it. Here
I sought to divert her thoughts by acquainting her
with my public position, which as my wife she would
naturally share. Unfortunately she could not
understand this at all, and it failed to make any
appeal to her, while her attention was immediately
absorbed by the interior arrangement of our house.
The fact of my having taken a man-servant merely filled
her with scorn; but that, under the title of lady’s
maid, I should have provided her with what I had really
considered a very necessary attendant, made her furious.
This person, whom Mme. Herold had recommended
to me with the assurance that she had shown angelic
patience in the care of her sick and aged mother,
speedily became so demoralised by Minna’s treatment
of her that, at the end of a very short time, I of
my own accord hurriedly dismissed her, and in doing
so was violently reproached by my wife for giving the
woman a small tip. To an even greater extent did
she succeed in spoiling my man-servant, who finally
refused to obey her orders, and when I found fault
with him became so impertinent towards me also that
I had to send him away at the shortest notice.
He left a very good complete set of livery behind,
which I had just bought at great expense, and which
remained on my hands, as I felt no inclination ever
to have a man-servant again. On the other hand,


