weighs me down to the dust of spiritual abasement,
for I can but think that if God were indeed merciful
and full of loving-kindness, He would not, He could
not endure the constant spectacle of man’s devilish
injustice to his brother man! I have no right
to permit myself to indulge in such reflections as
these, I know,—yet they have gained such
hold on me that I have latterly had serious thoughts
of resigning my bishopric. But this is a matter
involving other changes in my life, on which I should
like to have some long friendly talks with you, before
taking any decisive step. Your own attitude of
mind towards the ‘calling and election’
you have chosen has always seemed to me so pre-eminently
pure and lofty, that I should condemn ray own feelings
even more than I do, were I to allow the twin forces
of pessimism and despair to possess me utterly without
an attempt to bring them under your sane and healthful
exorcism, the more so, as you know all my personal
history and life-long sorrow. And this brings
me to the main point of my letter which is, that I
should much like to see you, if you can spare me two
or three days of your company any time before the
end of August. Try to arrange an early visit,
though I know how ill your parishioners can spare
you, and how more than likely they are to grumble at
your absence. You are to be envied in having
secured so much affection and confidence in the parish
you control, and every day I feel more and more how
wisely you have chosen your lot in that comparative
obscurity, which, at one time, seemed to those who
know your brilliant gifts, a waste of life and opportunity.
Of course you are not without jealous enemies,—no
true soul ever is. Sir Morton Pippitt still occasionally
sends me a spluttering note of information as to something
you have, or have not done, to the church on which
you have spent the greater part of your personal fortune;
and Leveson, the minister at Badsworth, appears to
think that I should assist him by heading a subscription
list to obtain funds for the purpose of making his
church as perfect a gem of architecture as yours.
Due enquiries have been made as to the nature and
needs of his parishioners, and it appears that only
twenty—five adult persons on an average
ever attend his ministrations, and that the building
for which he pleads is a brick edifice built in 1870
and deliberately allowed to decay by disuse and neglect.
However, Sir Morton Pippitt is taking some interest
in it, so I am given to understand,—and
perhaps in ‘restoring’ a modern chapel,
he will be able to console himself for the ruthless
manner in which you stripped off his ‘galvanised
tin’ roof from your old Norman church walls!
“I am sorry to hear that the historic house of Abbot’s Manor is again inhabited, and by one who is likely to be a most undesirable neighbour to you.”


