The Lights and Shadows of Real Life eBook

Timothy Shay Arthur
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 650 pages of information about The Lights and Shadows of Real Life.

The Lights and Shadows of Real Life eBook

Timothy Shay Arthur
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 650 pages of information about The Lights and Shadows of Real Life.

“On condition that you never again, directly or indirectly, allude to this subject.  It is not in your province to do so.  A sister should not look out for her brother’s faults.”

A sudden gush of tears followed this cold, half-angry repulse; and then the maiden turned slowly away and left the room.

John Barclay’s anger towards his only sister, who had no one, as she had feelingly said, in the wide world to look up to and love, but him, subsided the moment he saw how deeply his rebuke had wounded her.  But he could not speak to her, nor recall his words—­for the subject she had introduced was one so painful and mortifying, that he could not bear an allusion to it.

From long indulgence, the habit of drinking had become confirmed in the young man to such a degree that he had almost ceased to resist an inclination that was gaining a dangerous power over him.  And yet there was in his mind an abiding resolution one day to break away from this habit.  He did not intend to become a drunkard.  Oh, no!  The condition of a drunkard was too low and degrading.  He could never sink to that!  After awhile, he intended to “swear off,” as he called it, and be done with the seductive poison altogether; but he had not yet been able to bring so good a resolution into present activity.  This being his state of mind—­conscious of danger, and yet unwilling to fly from that danger, he could not bear any allusion to the subject.

Half an hour, passed in troubled thought, elapsed after this brief interview between the brother and sister, when the young man left the house and took his way, scarcely reflecting upon where he was going, to one of his accustomed places of resort—­a fashionable drinking house, where every device that ingenuity could invent, was displayed to attract custom.  Splendid mirrors and pictures hung against the walls, affecting the mind with pleasing thoughts—­and tempting to self-indulgence.  There were lounges, where one might recline at ease, while he sipped the delicious compounds the richly furnished bar afforded, never once dreaming that a serpent lay concealed in the cup that he held to his lips—­a serpent that one day would sting him, perhaps unto death!

“Regular as clock-work,”—­said an old man, a friend of Barclay’s father, who had been dead several years, meeting the young man as he was about to enter the attractive establishment just alluded to.

“How?” asked Barclay in a tone of enquiry.

“Six times a day, John, is too often for you to be seen going into the same drinking-house,”—­said the old man, with plain-spoken honesty.

“You must not talk to me in that way, Mr. Gray,” the other rejoined sternly.

“My respect and regard for the father, will ever cause me to speak plainly to the son when I think him in danger,” was Mr. Gray’s calm reply.

“In danger of what, Mr. Gray?”

“In danger of—­shall I utter the word in speaking o’ the son of my old friend, Mr. Barclay?  Yes; in danger of—­drunkenness!”

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