that the pursuit of innocent pleasure is a thing to
which it is justifiable to devote some energy, and
yet this does not make him tolerant. The truth
is that he was so supremely egotistical, so entirely
wrapped up in himself and his own life, that what
other people did and cared for was a matter of entire
indifference to him. His social tastes, and they
were considerable, were all devoted to one and the
same purpose. He liked staying at agreeable country
houses, because it was a pleasant distraction to him
and improved his health. He liked dining out,
because it stimulated his digestion. All human
relationships are made subservient to the same end.
It never seems to him to be a duty to minister to
the pleasure of others. He takes what he can
get at the banquet of life, and, having secured his
share, goes away to digest it. When, at the end
of his life, social entertainments tried his nerves,
he gave them up. When people came to see him,
and he found himself getting tired or excited by conversation,
if it was not convenient to him to leave the room,
he put stoppers in his ears to blur the sense of the
talk. What better parable of the elaborate framework
of egotism on which his life was constructed could
there be than the following legend, not derived from
the book? One evening, the story goes, the philosopher
had invited, at his club, a youthful stranger to join
him in a game of billiards. The young man, who
was a proficient, ran out in two breaks, leaving his
rival a hopeless distance behind. When he had
finished, Spencer, with a severe air, said to him:
“To play billiards in an ordinary manner is
an agreeable adjunct to life; to play as you have
been playing is evidence of a misspent youth.”
A man who was not an egotist and a philosopher, however
much he disliked the outcome of the game, would have
attempted some phrases of commendation. But Spencer’s
view was, that anything which rendered a player of
billiards less useful to himself, by giving him fewer
opportunities in the course of a game for what he would
have called healthful and pleasurable recreation, was
not only not to be tolerated, but was to be morally
reprobated.
As to his health, a subject which occupies the larger
part of the volumes, it is evident that, though his
nervous system was deranged, he was a complete hypochondriac.
There is very little repining about the invalid conditions
under which he lived; and it gradually dawned upon
me that this was not because he had resolved to bear
it in a stoical and courageous manner, but because
his ill-health, seen through the rosy spectacles
of the egotist, was a matter of pleasurable excitement
to him; he complains a good deal of the peculiar sensations
he experienced, and his broken nights, but with a
solemn satisfaction in the whole experience. He
never had to bear physical pain, and the worst evil
from which he suffered was the boredom resulting from
the way in which he had to try, or conceived that
he had to try, to kill time without reading or working.