story about imaginary people; and such respect as
he feels for me, is mainly due to the fact that my
writings bring me in a larger income than he could
ever make from his mill. But of course he is
a man who is normally healthy, and such men as he
are the props of rural life. He is a good master,
he sees that his men do their work, and are well housed.
He is not generous exactly, but he is neighbourly.
The question is whether such as he is the proper type
of humanity. He represents the simple virtues
at their high-water mark. He is entirely contented,
and his desires are perfectly proportioned to their
surroundings. He seems indeed to be exactly what
the human creature ought to be. And yet his very
virtues, his sense of justice and honesty, his sensible
kindliness, are the outcome of civilisation, and bear
the stamp, in reality, of the dreams of saints and
sages and idealists—the men who felt that
things could be better, and who were made miserable
by the imperfections of the world. I cannot help
wondering, in a whimsical moment, what would have
been the miller’s thoughts of Christ, if he
had been confronted with Him in the flesh. He
would have thought of Him rather contemptuously, I
think, as a bewildering, unpractical, emotional man.
The miller would not have felt the appeal of unselfishness
and unworldliness, because his ideal of life is tranquil
prosperity. He would have merely wondered why
people could not hold their tongues and mind their
business: and yet he is a model citizen, and
would be deeply annoyed if he were told he were not
a sincere Christian. He accepts doctrinal statements
as he would accept mathematical formulae, and he takes
exactly as much of the Christian doctrine as suits
him. Now when I compare myself with the miller,
I feel that, as far as human usefulness goes, I am
far lower in the scale. I am, when all is said
and done, a drone in the hive, eating the honey I did
not make. I do not take my share in the necessary
labour of the world, I do not regulate a little community
of labourers with uprightness and kindness, as he
does. But still I suppose that my more sensitive
organisation has a meaning in the scale of things.
I cannot have been made and developed as I am, outside
of the purpose of God. And yet my work in the
world is not that of the passionate idealist, that
kindles men with the hope of bettering and amending
the world. What is it that my work does?
It fills a vacant hour for leisurely people, it gives
agreeable distraction, it furnishes some pleasant
dreams. The most that I can say is that I have
a wife whom I desire to make happy, and children whom
I desire to bring up innocently, purely, vigorously.


