with disappointments, I hope you will not be sacrificed
either to the mob or the minister. And this
leads me to the article of the expedition itself.
Martinico is the general notion; a place the strongest
in the world, with a garrison of ten thousand men.
Others now talk of Guadaloupe, almost as strong and
of much less consequence. Of both, every body
that knows, despairs. It is almost impossible
for me to find out the real destination.’
I avoid every one of the three factions—and
though I might possibly learn the secret from the chief
of one of them, if he knows it, yet I own I do not
care to try; I don’t think it fair to thrust
myself into secrets with a man (972) of whose ambition
and views I do not think well, and whose purposes
(in those lights) I have declined and will decline
to serve. Besides, I have reason just now to
think that he and his court are meditating some attempt
which may throw us again into confusion; and I had
rather not be told what I am sure I shall not approve:
besides, I cannot ask secrets of this nature without
hearing more with which I would not be trusted, and
which, if divulged, would be imputed to me. I
know you will excuse me for these reasons, especially
as you know how much I would do to serve you, and
would even in this case, if I was not convinced that
it is too late for you to apply; and being too late,
they would be glad to say you had asked too late.
Besides if any information could be got from the
channel at which I have hinted, the Duke of Richmond
could get it better than I; and the Duke of Devonshire
could give it you without.
I can have no opinion of the expedition itself, which
certainly started from the disappointment at St. Cas,
if it can be called a disappointment where there was
no object. I have still more doubts on Lord
Milton’s authority; Clarke(973) was talked to
by the Princess yesterday much more than any body
in the room. Cunningham is made quartermaster-general
to this equipment; these things don’t look as
if your interest was increased. As Lord George
has sent over his commands for Cunningham, might not
his art at the same time have suggested some application
to you—tell me, do you think he would ask
this command for himself I, who am not of so honest
and sincere a nature as you are, suspect that this
hint is sent to you with some bad view-I don’t
mean on Lord Milton’s part, who I dare say is
deceived by his readiness to serve you; and since
you do me the honour of letting me at all judge for
you, which in one light I think I am fit to do, I
mean, as your spirit naturally makes you overlook
every thing to get employed, I would wish you to answer
to Lord Milton,,"that you should desire of all things
to have had this command, but that having been discouraged
from asking what you could not flatter yourself would
be granted, it would look, you think, a vain offer,
to sue for what is now given away, and would not be
consistent with your honour to ask when it is too
late.” I hint this, as such an answer would
turn their arts on themselves, if, as I believe, they
mean to refuse you, and to reproach you with asking
too late.