me, to what he was then feeling? I saw our doom
too plainly, though your brother Ned still had hopes.
Every day confirmed my fears: but I could not
bear my anxiety, and went to Richmond to-day, with
as much horror as persons must go to execution yet
determined to see Gal. if I found that he had expressed
the leas@ desire of it.—Alas! he has scarce
had moments of sense since Sunday morning—how
can I bring myself to say of so dreadful a situation,
that it is my greatest consolation! But I could
not support the thought of his remaining sensible
of death with all those anxious attentions about him
which have composed his whole life! Oh! my dear
child, what rash wretches are heroes, compared to this
brother of yours! Nothing ever equalled his cool
solicitude for his family and friends. What
an instance am I going to repeat to you! His
most unhappy life was poisoned by the dread of leaving
his children and fortune to be torn to pieces by his
frantic wife, whose settlements entitled her to thirds.
On Friday, perceiving her alarmed by his danger, he
had the amazing presence of mind and fortitude to
seize that only moment of tenderness, and prevailed
on her to accept a jointure. He instantly despatched
your brother Ned to London for his lawyer, and by
five o’clock on Saturday, after repeated struggles
of passion on her side, the whole was finished.
Dear Gal. he could not speak, but he lifted up his
hands in thanks! While he had any sense, it was
employed in repeated kindnesses, particularly to your
brother James—he had ordered a codicil,
but they have not found a sufficient interval to get
it signed!
My dearest Sir, what an afflicting letter am I forced
to write to you! but I flatter myself, you will bear
it better from me, than from any other person:
and affectionate as I know you, could I deprive you
or myself of the melancholy pleasure of relating such
virtues My poorest, yet best consolation is, that,
though I think his obstinacy in not going abroad, and
Ill management, may have hurried his end, yet nothing
could have saved him; his lungs are entirely gone.
But how will you be amazed at what I am going to
tell you! His wretched wife is gone mad—at
least your brother Ned and the physician are persuaded
so—I cannot think so well of her.—I
see her in so diabolic a light, that I cannot help
throwing falsehood into the account—but
let us never mention her more. What little more
I would say, for I spare your grief rather than indulge
my own, is, that I beseech you to consider me as more
and more your friend: I adored Gal. and will
heap affection on that I already have for you.
I feel your situation, and beg of you to manage with
no delicacy, but confide all your fears and wishes
and wants to me-if I could be capable of neglecting
you, write to Gal.’s image that will for ever
live in a memory most grateful to him.